we were silently walking- emma, luke and i. calum and ashton would've walked with us if it wasn't for me being pissed at them for waking me up so early. they have planned to surprise michael and they wanted me to go with them.
"we're here." emma whispered, making me roll my eyes. why do we even have to be quiet? "becca, luke, oh my god... look!"
hannah and michael were kissing. there's a pool at the back of the house and we entered here and we saw them on the pool, completely all over each other. this is so disgusting, just add the fact that hannah is michael's bestfriend's girlfriend.
"babe, what if we get caught?" hannah suddenly asks, frantically looking around. we immediately found a spot that can view them easily but they won't be able to see us.
"shh, they won't. only if you'd be quiet." michael looked at her with so much love and in awe. so this is the 'girl' michael is talking about. normally i would be happy for him but i'm not. he's cheating with his bestfriend's girlfriend! who would even like that?
"i'm worried about calum. i don't care if he'll be angry at me, i care about you. i don't want to ruin you and calum."
"i promise. we'll work this out." he smiled at her and kissed the tip of her nose. aww they're so cute... not.
they messed around and played, casually kissing each other from time to time. they are really in love.
"how long are we gonna watch this live pôrn?" luke snickered, making emma punch his arms. "calm down, woman. i'm just saying the truth."
i rolled my eyes at them and sighed. i really feel bad for calum. i contemplated on whether to be the one to say it to calum or not. i don't want to ruin things for them, maybe I'll just confront michael. yeah, that's what i will do.
"i fucking love you so much. you know that, right?" michael said and hugged her. i saw hannah tearing up and kissing michael passionately. no, not tearing up. she is literally crying.
"michael, stop. no feelings involved, okay?" she smiled and michael frowned but recovered himself immediately and smiled. they were about to kiss again if it wasn't for luke clapping his hands.
"that was brilliant. so, when are you planning on telling calum?" luke glared at them both and was about to punch michael, emma stopped him.
"t-that was nothing i, i swear." michael defended, did he not realize that we're not idiots for stating the obvious?
"save your bullshit, michael. i don't want to hear any of it. tell calum or i'll do it." i angrily said at him and walked away. i don't even know why i'm reacting like this, i'm not the one who's being cheated on.
michael followed me. i tried my best not to slap or hit him. i remained quiet, not acknowledging his presence.
"if you can just- becca, please hear me out." michael cried, grabbing me by my arms as i glared at him. he then apologized and avoided eye contact.
"if you explained this weeks ago, i would've. but you didn't. i'm sorry." i mumbled, i've gotten so close to michael. he promised he'd share about the girl he secretly liked and i didn't even considered hannah as an option.
"why are you overreacting? it's not like i've cheated on you anyway. unless you like calum.. or me or hannah."
"wow, michael. i don't like any of you three. i just... i feel betrayed. i know the feeling. i didn't want calum to experience such thing. you're right, he's nice and really sweet." i sighed, wondering what calum did to be cheated on by his girlfriend and best mate.
"i promise i'll tell calum. don't say anything to hannah about this. can you also please tell luke and emma to shut their mouths?"
"fine. love really does things like this, huh?" i asked. i cannot be mad at michael, i'm just upset because i care about the two and i have witnessed the amazing bond they have for both. i guess i'm one of those people that is willing to offer anything just so they could save their friendship.
"yeah. i really love hannah, ever since. was 15. i didn't have the courage to make a move on her so calum did. he really liked calum, becca. but luke couldn't give one thing that she needs."
"what is it?"
"affection. she couldn't feel calum at all. it's as if his attention was completely overdrawn to her but not his heart. he made him feel like she was just an option. a rebound, rather." could this be true? or is michael just thinking a pathetic excuse to make feel bad for hannah? if that's the case, then he's really doing a well job. "she didn't love me, or like me and i really understood that. honestly don't give a shit even if i'm just being used. i love her, that's what matters the most."
"so you gave her the affection she needed?" he nodded. "you didn't care about your feelings, you only care about her! you're such a stupid selfless person, michael."
"i am aware and i'm not ashamed to admit that i was hopelessly inlove with hannah johnson." he proudly said and grinned. i didn't even imagine michael for one bit to be this kind of guy.
"what are you and hannah now?"
"she said we're just fuck buddies but i'm assuming and pretending we're more than that so i wouldn't be sad." he frowned and shook his head, as if it helped clearing the upsetting thoughts.
"you sound like a lovesick puppy." i muttered in disgust but giggled anyway. i'm still confused but i really feel bad for michael. that doesn't mean i approve of what he's doing.
"maybe i am." he winked, then immediately returned to his serious face. "i'll tell calum sooner this week."
"good."
because i don't think i can stop myself from thinking about calum.
*sorry this was too short and too fast but that was my plan, some of my chapters would be long while some are not sooo that's it. Okay? Thankssss!!"
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