11:11 \\ mgc [completed]

01:00

["in your eyes, i have seen; all the feelings and the rains" - venice, the lighthouse and the whaler]

1 am. A girl in her sane mind would either be sleeping or up blogging, but I don't think I was sane anymore. No matter how many times I repeated that I hated you, I knew that I needed to be near you.

So I got up, changed my clothes. I wore clothes that covered me entirely, because I knew that the pedophiles, the dirty gazes would still be there, and I didn't want to go around exposing my modesty.

I'd only done that for you, and where were we today?

It was dark outside, the streets deserted. The moon had reached it's entire glory, looking down at the sleeping beings of the earth. I sat in my car, drove to the local jail.

There was a high possibility of the officers not letting me see you, but I at least had the comfort of knowing that I was close to you, could at least make sure you were safe.

"Excuse me miss, why are you here?" The guard asking me, standing up in front of me as I tried to walk in.

"I'm here to see my-" I wavered, then continued, "boyfriend."

"At 1 in the morning? I'm sorry miss, but I cannot allow you to-"

I cut him off before he could complete his sentence, placed my situation in front of him, "You have to understand, I love him. I love him so much and the reason he is inside there is me, and I cannot possibly sleep knowing that he is being charged of murder. Please let me see him." I begged, pleaded, and pulled my heart out for him to see.

"I understand, but-"

"Please." I said, mustering all the emotions I could and putting it in that single word. I think the guard understood, for he pressed his lips into a thin line and nodded before moving away.

I gave him a grateful smile, but little did I know that the last thing I should've been to him was grateful, because the moment i entered the jail I was greeted with a sight I wished I never saw.