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FORTY-ONE

YOONGI COULDN'T BELIEVE his ears when he heard Jimin's words. No way he said that.

No this is wrong. Jimin can't have the same feelings like him, it's making it so much harder for Yoongi to resist.

„Don't ignore me, when I tell you what my heart feels." Jimin says, tightening the grip around Yoongi's waist. He wants to be close to the elder, so so close.

„Don't- don't say that." Yoongi manages to say, his voice slightly shaking. No, don't get weak, don't turn around, don't kiss him and don't return his feelings.

„It's the truth-"

„But it's wrong. And you know that." Yoongi interrupts, his heart hurts, „In our job there's no time for those feelings. Especially- not between two partners."

It did not only broke Jimin's but also his own heart. But it's the right way. The only right thing to do.

„Stop it before it's too late." Yoongi says, removing Jimin's hands from his waist. Jimin feels his heart breaking, hell how could he feel something like that? Now that he finally knows his true feelings for Yoongi, they get shattered and are replaced by something so hurtful. So painful.

He opens his mouth, but no words leave his lips. He's speechless.

It hurts, it hurts so bad. What is this? Why does it hurt so bad?

„It's already too late." Jimin whispers, a tear rolling down his cheek. Oh so fragile.

„Then get over it."

Another tear falls down the cold cheek, but this time it's not Jimin's.

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Two weeks has passed and it would be a lie if Jimin said that it doesn't bother him anymore. Every night when he tries to sleep, Yoongi's words repeat in his mind and keep him awake.

His heart hurts, it's broken and Jimin has never felt this kind of pain. It's different from the pain he felt when his parents died, but it's still painful.

As if Yoongi left his life. Even if he sees him every day, it's different now.

The sadness in Jimin's heart is consuming him. He feels empty and lost. Yoongi gave him safety and comfort. The connection they shared it was different from anything Jimin ever had with someone. Their bond - it was strong and intense. The younger really hoped his feelings would be returned by his partner.

How stupid. Of course not. Yoongi isn't looking for a relationship, for a lover. He was just attracted to Jimin and used the opportunity to please his lust. There were no feelings involved.

Yoongi told him at their first mission together to not take it too serious. But the next day they laughed and talked, they kissed. It felt too good to not take it serious. So Jimin ignored his words.