Chapter 31

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*Harry's POV*

The look in her eyes. It was something I couldn't forget no matter how much I had tried. I had promised her that I never wanted to be the cause of her pain and now I am the cause of the greatest pain she has felt in months

I hurt her. But not intentionally. She didn't let me explain. But then again I wouldn't either. She was hurt and angry she had acted exactly how I would have.

I had no idea how I could have explained what had happened. I didn't understand. It had happened all to quick for me to even be able to comprehend it

I had been trying to find her for over 3 hours. But she wasn't anywhere to be found. I had called. I had texted. I went to her office. I went to her apartment. I went to her siblings apartment. But nothing she was no where to be found and that was some thing I hated the feeling of, not knowing where she is and knowing she is hurt and angry

I was beginning to get increasingly desperate for where ever she could be. My heart was thumping and my body was shaking. What's happening to me? When she walked out of my office I was frozen to the spot until I snapped and ran after her only to find the lift doors closing. I had no chance to catch up to her. She was gone

And I think what made it worse was the constant anonymous texts

Aw you lost your baby

Still don't know where she is?

I do. I know. I can see her. Oh so easy to find. So predictable

Should I say hello? I can pass along your message

Ruined. She's ruined

Opps I just missed her with the car. That would have been bad, right?

Want a clue as to where you precious Mckenzie is?

I'm not going to tell you... Really you need to raise your game. Give it a shot at searching for your beloved Mckenzie

Gulp. Gulp. Gulp. Come on I'm doing your job for you

Oops. Another and another and another and another.

Where would you go if she done this to you? Come on styles use that brain... It's not hard

I had just about enough of the stupid messages that constantly blew up my phone. My anger boiled at the thought of Mckenzie sitting there and not having any idea that someone was watching her, that she nearly got hit by a car. I needed to find her and that last message gave me the final idea I needed

If it was me. I would get drunk. I would go and drink non stop. But where would that be for her? What place would she run to?

I pull over the car to think about where she would go. What bar or pub or in would she run to?

As I begin to think my phone buzz' again, I grunt at the thought of another message but when it continues I realise someone is ringing me

Answering the call quickly 'hello'
'Hey man, you best get here'

'Where are you? What's going on Jax?'
'Im at AJ's bar, it's Mckenzie you need to get here man, she's oh god... Just get here'

He hangs up before I can reply not that I was going to. I knew I was a 5 minute drive from that bar. How could I be stupid to not realise she would go there. It's the bar she made me do karaoke in, we were both so drunk and she had signed me up. Pushed me to the machine and made me sing with her.

I arrive at the bar within a few minutes and as I enter I immediately see why I had to come here so quickly.

There she is. My Mckenzie being held back by Jax to stop her from drunkenly attacking the receptionist that had caused all of this. Victoria looks terrified and if I'm honest I find it amusing

But as Jax looks round to me I know it have to intervene. I quickly walk in front of Mckenzie and as she looks to my eyes she breaks. Her anger is gone and she just shows how hurt she is.

She stops fight against Jax's grip and falls into my chest. Before she stands up straight and pushes me backwards.

'Get the fuck away from me' she spits out like acid. Jax looks confused as he looks between us

'What did you do Harry?' I hear his voice but my eyes are only in Mckenzie
'He cheated on me with that whore' she shouts

'What the fuck?! Come on, I know your new to this relationship thing but you don't do that' I snap my head in Jax's direction
'I know. I didn't cheat. It's complicated and she didn't let me explain'

He lets out a huff while Mckenzie downs another shot, grabs her bag and begins walking from the bar to the street. I'm quick to go after her, grabbing her arm

'Let me take you home'
'No' she snatches her arm from my grip but I'm quick to grab ahold of her again

'Get in the fucking car Mckenzie' I shout my voice is loud and angered. She looks at me surprised and hurt more which make me feel like shit. But she sighs and throws her self in the car.

'Jax. I got to go but I may need your help soon'
'Whatever man, look after Mckenzie, I hope you haven't fucked this up. I like her'

'I hope so to. I didn't cheat I promise'
'Its not me you got to convince, just take her home'

I sigh and get in the car to begin driving as I look around to speak to Mckenzie, she is fast asleep. I look over her perfect figure. She's curled up in the seat so perfectly

Once again I'm left with my horrendous thoughts, I couldn't believe this had happened, all so sudden and quickly. It was such a whirl wind

Arriving at her apartment I don't want to wake her up so I quickly get out and carry her bridal style into the building, she nuzzles into my chest, clutching my top in her hand.

Laying her in bed, I unzip the dress she had on, taking her shoes off and chucking a different and longer top on her body. Doing it quickly to decrease the time I see her bare body for.

I lay a gentle kiss to her forehead as I pull the sheets up to cover her 'I'm sorry this happened baby' I speak softly before walking into the living room to get comfortable on the sofa.

Laying down myself and trying to drift off to sleep before I receive a text

How badly do you want to know who I am? Sleep tight Mr Styles, keep a watchful eye on your Mckenzie. Night night xoxo

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