Her Teacher

Chapter 24

"You're being naughty." She said, pinching the back of my thigh. "You're playing with fire" her finger started drifting up my skirt. Her touch got me floating on cloud nine.

"I love playing with fire." Clarke buries herself in the crock of my neck, taking a bite of it.

That got someone awake.

However like cold water. The heat left my body when her phone vibrated on the table. I shouldn't have looked but I did. And my mom's name danced across the screen.

Remember when I said I didn't want to talk about it?

Getting off her because now it seemed awkward. "Do you talk to her?" she rolled her eyes and turned away from me. "How did you not know her when you met?" now it seems I'm ready to talk. In the middle of class and at school for that matter.

"You really want to know?"

"I wouldn't ask right?" she just looks at me. "Please. I need to know."

Sighing. "I didn't know her because I have never seen her face but she's seen mine." What the crap is she talking about? "We never met outside our sexual scene, were she was my Dom."

Did you hear that?

OH. MY. GOODNESS.

OH.MY. GOODNESS

Cane open, worms everywhere.

Tears start to burn my eyes. it's my fault, this is what I asked for right? My mother and the woman I love. This should be it but Clarke messing up her hair with the way she's running through it tells me we are still on the roller-coaster.

"Over time we developed...feelings...I wanted more from her. I wanted her outside but I needed to be completely free but then I met you and it confused things for me however I kept seeing her until you asked me not to."

They have history.

She's free and open with my mother. I had to beg her just for her to let me in. She left her wife for her. If that doesn't say enough I don't know what will.

"What's happening up there?" Feeling her behind me.

"You had sex."

"Not after that night in the club."

"But you still needed her in more ways than I will ever be." My voice taking a higher note.

She steps back a little. "That's not true." Matching my tone.

"Did you see her after I left polis?" she remains silent. "Clarke?" I could hear my voice breaking.

"Yes, we talked because to me this is...."

I quickly cut her off. "What you've always wanted."

Looking miserable. "Right." For the first time since I fell in love with her I wish she was a liar.

Nodding I pick up my bag and try to leave but she holds my wrist. "None of this changed the way I feel about you."

"And how do you feel." just like I knew it, she wouldn't say it because she was still holding back from me. "Because I'm in love with you Clarke." Emotions swipe her face but none confirms my question. "I'm not waiting for your stupid remaining months either you're in it with me or we are done."

She opens her mouth but says nothing. I leave her office and I am glad to say I didn't cry. We even forgot that anyone could have walked in on us well who knows maybe someone already did.

I didn't mean anything I said but she didn't need to know that.