Aphrodisiac

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I wish I didn't feel forced to wait for you.

Every molecule of my being holds no hope, but everything draws me closer to you.

I don't make mistakes and I still don't think you are one.

Because one day I'll learn from you.

I can't hold a grudge when you make me smile,

Can't cut you off because your eyes are like an aphrodisiac.


I feel cursed, like I am being forced to love you.

But, why hurt me so much, what did i do.

I write this because i have no one else to speak to,

Even unrequited, I will wait.


I suppress these feelings on this page hopefully.

Should the say ever come where you feel it to,

I hope you find this.

I hope you'd know all I wanted was your happiness to be found in me.


But, if you do truly love me now when you see this,

Leave me be,

Let me see the sun so I can feel its warmth.

Free from under your skin.

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