You Hurt Less.

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When I was just a kid I wanted to do so much Have a great life and eat soo much,be happier and innocent with no intrusive thoughts.


None of us can predict our futures, none of us can predict our mentalities.


I Showered in the rain just to be clean, and of course i'm stupid and foolish because i was obsessed.I was obsessed with being like you, loved by you, holding my tears back because you said it'd make me less of a man.


I'd be crazy and id be lying if i said i could do it over again, i don't have the strength in me.


I know its weird and random and i know you'll never respond to this.,and all the love i had for you is gone, the trust, everything. With those feelings removed i feel no more pain from the thought of you;Wasted energy but i don't give it to you anymore.


Those tears washed off the me i thought i wanted to be, and helped me accept the me i already am. I accept the me you never noticed.Today your name hurts a little less.

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