Rate me on a scale of one to ten.
Am i beautiful enough for you? These battle scars of weight loss,
these over melanized spots, these blubs I have left on my chest and on my stomach.
Can I be beautiful to you?
I just want to be naturally me with you,
But im scared you wouldn't want me to.
Im scared youd gotten so caught up of a me i pretend to be with you,
That if i showed you my hidden folder youd not see me the way you do.
I was too scared to be honest, too scared everyone would have someone beside them on the roller coaster, and id be the backpedaller. Id have to scream alone, with no one to comfort me with a smile, and beg for attention by flailing my hands around.
Im not a maniac,
I want to be beautiful with you, i need your validation to feel it.
To know at least someone other than me can love me.
I really hope you do.
I hope when you see me natural one day, I'd want you, but I won't need you.
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Lost, Found, And Chosen.
PoetryThis is a poetry book, it talks about lovers, it talks about everyday situations, it talks about love and the pain accompanied by it; It can break your heart or build it. Take the time to understand this poetry book and its effortless simplicity and...
