Isabel Esmeralda Rodíguez POV
It has been two weeks and a few days since the fainting. It has been 2 normal 2 weeks I guess. I am just sitting in my room and eat while Amedeo was fucking his new girlfriend Catalina, oh and yeah everyone avoides me. I haven't shower the entire month or until now, I literally can't wait until I give birth. Then they would understand every single thing that I have done for them, I hope they do. So yeah I feel fucking great.
So yeah very bad.
You could say I am kinda depressed now. I feel like fucking shit I look like shit and I just dont want to do anything anymore, I just want too sleep my problems away, thats the best way to avoid problems or in my opinion it is. My routine looks like this. Wake up, call in Andres for food, eat two portions of breakfast lunch and dinner, read or look at my phone and go back to sleep, wake up, call in Andres eat look at phone and sleep. And today I showered because I have this prenatal visit every month now, great right. Oh and I usually get texts from Alek that says if I was the father of your children I would treat you like a queen bla bla blaaaaaaaaaaa.
I have already eaten and changed into some sweatpants and an oversized shirt and did my hair into a messy bun. Can I just say my belly has become a little bit bigger and I am excited by that.
So I went downstairs to take my car that I bought and it isn't bugged with anything so this will be my new spot to cry in without anyone knowing. I then saw my mom and dad beside the door and I wish I could shoot myself right now. "Bel could we talk?" My mom asked.
"No" I said and opened the door to go out. But then I felt a hand grab my wrist "Bel querdia please listen" My dad said and I sighed. "You have two minutes" I said and they both looked at each other "We have contacted your doctor and told them how you have been and she says that it is okay to feel like you do and that she has described you antidepressant medication that you are going to take" My mom said and I couldn't believe this.
"Who said I want to be on medication?" I asked them both "You know what I don't have time for this" I said and left the house. I got inside my car and drove away to the hospital. When I was in the parking lot I just cried my heart out. I cried so hard it hurt me. I feel so bad about everything, I just want to stop this shit but I know I can't because my family would pay for it, I just gotta remind myself that I am doing this or them and them only. I was there in the car alone crying for a while until I stopped.
Isabel you are a strong woman why are you crying you will get this through and trust me you will fix this we will fix this don't worry girl I got your back.
Thank you Lara, you are the only person that still loves me.
Yeah but that's just because I know what is going on inside your head.
I chuckled a little, true. I got out of the car and into the hospital. I was sitting in the waiting area waiting for the doctor to call my name up. "Esmeralda Rose Santiago '' Audrey said and I stood up and went after her. I sat on the bed and she sat on the chair that moved. "So how we are feeling week 12 aren't you excited? '' She said and smiled at me and I felt comforted by that smile. "I am doing good I guess and I am very excited" I said smiling back at her "Where is the dad" She asked me "I don't know" I said and laughed awkwardly "I have heard you have been feeling a little low" She then said and looked at her computer.
"Ah yeah" I said and nodded my head. "Okay well I got you this medication for anti depression, and just so you know it is totally normal to feel how you are feeling and if you want to take them take them when you feel like you have hit the rock bottom just to be safe" She said and handed me the medicine. I just nod my head.
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