Angst :(
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The thunder rumbled and I was reading my book, Kurt had been out all night and I started to worry for him. The door opened and and Kurt stepped in dripping, drenched with water. I immediately got up shocked. I ran over to him and cupped his cheek. "What the hell kurt what happened to you?" His nose was red and he looked at me. He softly grabbed my wrist and took it off his face. "I'm so so sorry y/n." He said sobbing and shaking trying to hold eye contact. "What do you mean?" I furrowed my brow. "She meant nothing, I was so stupid I can't- I'm sorry." He said and my heart dropped. I put my hands on his chest. "What do you mean!" I yelled hitting his chest and softly sobbing. "Y/n, you know what I mean." He said. I started hitting him slower and softer, sobbing into his chest. "Y/n...get off me, I don't deserve you, I'm not the man you should cry for." He said wiping my tear. "Kurt how could you?" I looked up and him. He started sobbing and hitting himself in the head. "I don't know! I was finally happy with you and I ruined it for myself, maybe I hate myself- maybe I'm sick of living!" He yelled walking past me and pacing around the room stuttering. "You didn't just ruin it for yourself you ruined it for us!" I said.
He looked at me and rested his shoulders. "I'm sorry y/n." He said. I sat on the bed and looked at him. "What was her name." I asked. He sat down beside me and looked at me. "Her name was Courtney."
