[BOOK 2] I Love Destroying Worlds' Plot (BL)

8.60 First Blue Star - Sentinel And Guide

At the Fire Phoenix Brigade's warship.

Inside the room which was secured enough to block any attack from inside and used to imprison wild criminals is now used as a personal room for Xue Ying who is suffering from mania. After being out to sleep caused by his own family, he was placed in that secured room just in case he goes crazy for the third time.

Xue Ying doesn't remember much as he felt like his mind had blackout in the main tent after receiving the information brought by the young man named Zhi Yue. The contents of their conversation were so depressing that he felt that his mind was clouded with negative thoughts which allowed the enemy's skill to once again flare. Unlucky as he is, the effects of the qi his younger cousin brother, Feng Jing had been used up. This is why he failed to control his emotions and once again fell into a state of mania.

He could feel an almost endless pain stabbing through his head. It was a torment beyond physical wounds or even torture. He couldn't do anything about it and he couldn't even take control of his own body. As if an evil part of him had taken over his vessel, hurting and attacking everyone that was around him. He couldn't stop himself and just watched until he broke down. When he broke his cousin, Feng Yang's arm he felt more than just a throbbing pain in his head, he couldn't believe that he had harmed his own family. What he is most thankful about is that his potential isn't like Marshal Sirius which is the highest, that if he is left alone and unpaired, no one is there to stop him.

In their family, they have Feng Yang who has the same level of strength as he does. He could stop his rampage in exchange for light injuries and they would be able to prevent death. Moreover, there is Feng Jing who seems to be the strongest in the Phoenix Family, he would be able to restrain him if something else happened.

After getting beaten up by his only female cousin, Feng Yue, he was brought inside the battle spaceship under the Fire Phoenix Brigade which possesses a room that could contain his rampage. This way he wouldn't harm anyone during his mania. Thankfully, the sleeping concoction which was injected into him had strong effects. It forced his body to slumber despite his brain still in a chaotic state.

He was enduring the soreness all over his head and had already forgotten how much time had passed. All Xue Ying knows is that his body is beyond his control, numbed and heavy. In the middle of this everlasting discomfort, he heard a gentle whisper near his ears. The owner of the voice isn't completely affectionate like in those romantic stories but it is gentle like a wind breeze helping him focus his mind bit by bit.

Then a tiny surge of energy entered his soul domain, slowly and carefully purifying all negative elements in his mind. Xue Ying felt comfortable in those moments and he knew that the owner of that gentle voice is helping him purify his mania. He wanted to see him but his body is unable to move due to the concoction injected into him. He felt another kind of desperation sadly no matter what he did he couldn't open his eyes.

Moreover, the energy being passed on to him made him extremely comfortable and sleepy, easing the discomfort he had been suffering ever since he had fallen into mania. His ear is ringing with murmurs and all the words he could make up from those mumblings are too little to allow him who his benefactor was.

[I hope this can help you ease your nightmares even for a bit, kind soldier.]

These are the words that Xue Ying heard but it still didn't allow him to recognize the person who is helping.

Thoughts of Xue Ying, 'Who is this person? A young man... What is this scent? Flower no... this is lavender. Hm,~? I'm... feeling a bit... sleepy~'

Once the purification in his mind was taking place, the comfort brought to Xue Ying but that unfamiliar pheromones and energy made him drowsy. This is obviously the effects of that sleeping concoction on him. Now that the pain had greatly lessened, Xue Ying couldn't help but succumb to his vessel's desire to sleep.