[BOOK 2] I Love Destroying Worlds' Plot (BL)

8.61 First Blue Star - Not Forgiven

The pleading words continue to come out of Altair Sirius's mouth together with his tears. The pain inside of him at this moment is even more when he is in a state of mania. He felt that he was about to go crazy and wanted to kill himself.

The same words come out of his mouth countless times. Like a broken radio looping each word endlessly. The heartache is pretty obvious on his face and his eyes were misted with tears, falling uncontrollably like a waterfall. Right now, Feng Jing still feels the aftereffects of the permanent mark on his nape.

Lethargic, numb, and sore but seeing his husband cry like that is something he could never get used to. Though he truly wanted to punish his lover for his mistrust towards him, to continue to torment him to this day is still too depressing for him to ignore.

For someone who was born apathetic, only this man in front of him is his source of humanity. The origin of his feelings and emotions. A direct descendant of the Mo Clan is always compared to an emotionless doll. They were cold in nature and could only like those who share their own blood.

Feng Jing is just a machine who executes his task to pass his eternity and the man before him is his sole solace. The other half of Mo is their only weakness and strength. Those who had shared a bond with a Mo bloodline could share each other's talents and skills. Both couples can use the abilities of the other as their own. The reason for this is because their souls are bound to each other. This is also why only their other half except for their family could kill a Mo.

As long as one of the two is alive, the other would never perish no matter what. This is the truth behind the love of Mo.

But he chooses not to forgive this man that easily, if he indulges him without letting him regret for a while, he might take his existence for granted and keep things from him again. This person doesn't know how much he had panicked upon hearing that he went to the central region with a group of sentinel even after the warning from Grandfather Celeste about the special ability of the pureblooded zergs.

Is mania that easy to control? No! It is a state of madness where the one who has gone crazy doesn't know that he is hurting everyone around him. The worse ending, the crazy man in mania would even kill himself in the end. The death of his lover is the thing that scares him the most.

Weakly opening his eyes only to be welcomed by the blurry sight of his husband's figure. Feng Jing's face remains expressionless as he wipes the tears of Altair Sirius only to close his eyes once again. His hoarse and dry voice echoes in the bathroom.

Feng Jing said, "Call a doctor. My family won't calm down unless a doctor checks on my state." Then there are no more words except for those. Clearly, the little darling hasn't forgiven him yet.

The marshal could only sigh as he gently helped Feng Jing laid down on the bathtub comfortably, he lowered his head and gently kissed Feng Jing between his eyebrows.

"I will call the doctor. Wait a bit for me." said the Marshal who walks out of the bathroom with heavy steps.

Meanwhile, Zhi Yue who had noticed the return of his host and Lord God had turned back to his system avatar form and witnessed this kind of scene between the couple, he felt guilty for not informing his host about his Lord God's plan that night.

[H-Host... Are you angry?]

Feng Jing responded with his thoughts as usual.

"I am. Though it couldn't change the result that is now out. To think that you choose to follow the orders of a memoryless Soul Fragment than me. Yue, have I been too kind to you lately? That you would forget that the highest authorized person in this place is me."