[BOOK 2] I Love Destroying Worlds' Plot (BL)

9.17 Second Blue Star - Ghost King's Curse

Their conversation that morning continues. Xue Hua had told Xie Mo about the reason why he is willing to marry him even though they had just met yesterday for the first time. It was because of this that Xie Mo decided to tell his wife his real identity.

Afraid that his wife will run away he could only wrap his arms around his waist from behind and caged him within his embrace as he continued to talk.

Xue Hua lets himself be hugged but this sticky man is like in those dreams of his.

"Is this reason to marry you enough to calm yourself down?" asked Xue Hua.

"It is enough but... Qizi, there is something you must know. I and you are not originally from this world. I am not talking about the vessel you are using right now but your real soul. In your eyes what do you see? Both you and I are covered in a golden aura. These are merits. The original residents of this world call it such but to use this is just a divine qi that our soul possesses. I and you are both not originally from here. This includes your elder brother, Xue Yan. He is also not a mere human being." said Xie Mo.

Xue Hua upon hearing that he and his brothers are not humans plus not original residents of this world stunned him. He couldn't believe it at first but the serious expression of Xie Mo is enough to show that this might be the truth.

"Who am I then?" he asked.

Xie Mo answered, "If you are asking your origin then my answer is that you are someone from the highest realm. This realm is called Vearth. There is a reason why you are entering those worlds from your dreams, those tasks to get my memories and soul fragments back. As for your current Identity then you are a world hopper. Your real name is Hei Anjing. You came from an independent space controlled by something called the Nether System. That glowing ball from before is your system, he helps you with everything in each world you've entered.

But the one choosing the worlds you've entered has always been you. The worlds you have chosen to enter were worlds where I am in it. You may not believe it, but this is the 9th world we've been together." There is a huge smile on his face while his eyes were full of love and tenderness while staring at his wife.

Xue Hua was shocked when he heard that this is the ninth world they've spent together but no matter how he thinks about it, he doesn't understand why he couldn't remember their past lives while his husband can.

Xue Hua hugged Xie Mo tighter, "Why is it that Fujun is able to remember everything while I could not?" He couldn't help but feel a bit depressed when he thought about how much he had forgotten while with his husband.

Xie Mo replied. "Hm~ about this there is a reason why you didn't have the full memory you usually have. In the last world, we are in you have used your God Form despite being just a soul. In that world, I did something that made you really angry that you left me behind to live in that world alone. I will not tell you about that. I don't want you to hate me as soon as I find you."

"..."

Xue Hua, "Then are you telling me that instead of going through reincarnation, I will always enter a vessel that is suitable for me? This body called Xue Hua is not my real body but something I've chosen to use in this world? My elder brother Xue Yan is also not the real Xue Yan?"

"Yes, your name is Hei Anjing and you are my wife in all those worlds. If you have some more questions that glowing ball is called System Yue he would be able to answer your questions. As if you have some time later..." said Xie Mo.

Xua Hua could somewhat understand the theory behind his lost memories but could not accept the result at all. He couldn't understand why he chose to enter worlds without reincarnation. This man who was his husband is telling him that they are both from a world different from this one and the reason he doesn't have his real memories is that his soul was injured and had to hibernate for a while. All that is left within his soul is his love for his husband and memories of their past lives that come to him as dreams which shows his obsession and possessiveness. As well as a few gestures which seem to be something he did a long time ago, and those actions were fully integrated within him.