that night, i can actually sleep for once. we fell asleep watching a horror movie ,ironic.
i wake up to the smell of eggs and avocado toast , two of my best comfort foods , and she didn't even know.
she pushes the plate at me, and says "eat!" i want to not eat it, but it was made with so much love and smells so good i don't have the heart to say no.
she stands back, satisfied that i love her meal. she starts playing music and asks me if i'm excited for our day. of course i am, we're filming a fun episode today , where we're going snowboarding. i've never snowboarded before, and as nervous as i am i can't help but be excited. gwen says she'll be right by my side, and if all else fails we can always use a stunt double and put off the filming for now.
we get there and are greeted by the staff, all in a light and cheery mood for an upcoming supposedly lighthearted episode.
they go over the safety regulations and i feel less nervous. gwen squeezes my hand and smiles over at me.
when i'm with her; it feels like nothing else in the world is important, like i'm truly safe. i'm not even sure if she does it on purpose.
we get on the snowboard, we have to each have our own for the shows purpose, unfortunately.
i wish we could be on it together.
we're at a snowy covered hill, and we both start to snow board down. it's fun and i feel like im stating to get the hang of it when suddenly i accidentally let go of my tight grip , still on it until it all happens so fast. i fall off and roll down the hill a little ways. i mystve landed weirdly because my ankle and my arm feel painful, so much so that i feel scared to move it. of course just like last time gwen comes running over , snd i feel like without gwen i'm not sure how this show would've gone with another actress. considering my
luck. she asks me if we should go to the hospital and the director says yes just to be sure.
