Why would you love me? | Gay/MxM/BxB

"What If..." WWYLM Sad Chapter

What if... Scott was actually straight?

//TW: Suicide//

[Autor Narration]
So on this timeline Scott didn't get to be a close friend with Isaac, and so never stopping the bullying, which basically became a repetition of the last 2 years on Isaac's old school.

Isaac was bullied after classes were over for something that wasn't his own fault.

[Scott POV]
I have many friends in school, and i even think i've got a crush on a girl on my classroom to be honest, i think she also likes me.

The guy who sits next to me is called Isaac, i haven't really talked with him, just introductions and borrowing stuff? I don't really mind.

[Isaac POV, Chapter: Under Pressure, Morning of Saturday]
I got nothing to do today, my dad is out for a business trip or something so i don't have to deal with him today.

I discovered that Scott, the guy who i kinda got a crush on is in love with a girl he told me because i caught him staring at that girl, i think her name is Emma?

Either way, i don't have any purpose for my life, every day is horrible, i want this all to end...

I think i'll... i didn't manage to do it before... But i think i don't have any purpose anymore.

What's worth living if every day is a misery?, if no one could ever love me? I'm gonna write a note first.

It took me 10 minutes to finish, i put it above the drawer and i went to the garage, where there is a rope, i don't care anymore, it's overdue at this point, maybe all the things they said are right, i'm a coward.

I get something to hang the rope from and i jump on a chair, it's over now, no turning back.

[Scott POV, Monday]
I went to school today, it seemed like a quite regular day.

I sit at my place like every day, just that i see Isaac hasn't arrived, it's not that rare, he usually takes more than me to arrive.

It's been an hour, Isaac didn't come to school today, i say to myself "Well he probably is sick."

I'm thinking on telling Emma what i feel.

Later, on the break, i gained enough courage and i went to tell Emma what i feel.

She said she also likes me back! I'm not sure how this is gonna result, but i think it's gonna be great!

[2 Days Later]
It's been 3 days since Isaac doesn't come to school, i wonder what happened?

Anyways, i had a date with Emma yesterday, we ended up together!

I think Alice was jealous, but to be honest i couldn't care less.

[The Day Later]
Isaac didn't come to school anymore.

There was a rumour that he took his own life, i don't actually think it's true? I don't know how i should feel about this.

Putting rumours aside, the principal came instead of a teacher today, he told us that a student commited suicide last saturday, everything pointed to Isaac, i couldn't believe it, i was sitting to him last friday, how could this happen?

The staff made a talk about mental health and bullying, apparently Isaac suffered from bullying in this school? I am actually shocked...

I can't believe, this actually happened.

//Author's Note:
I'm sorry this special was depressing, but i had this AU in mind for a while now, to be honest, on the chapter reminiscence it was already told that Scott saved Isaac's life, so if he didn't become his friend and eventually his partner, Isaac wouldn't have supported everything, life can be cruel sometimes.//