TW//Domestical Abuse Implied//Homophobia//Suicidal Thoughts//Self-Harm//
[Isaac POV]
I got home after being with Scott the whole afternoon, the storm begins to me.
I enter my house, my dad seems to have been waiting for me to come back.
Isaac's Dad: "You're here, now quickly, explain why you didn't come back after school closed."
Isaac: "I-i was at a friend's house."
Isaac's Dad: "Who."
Isaac: "H-his name is Scott, he sits next to me."
Isaac's Dad: "I see..."
It began an uncomfortable silence, a common thing with my Dad.
Isaac's Dad: "You like him don't you, f**got?"
Isaac: "W-what?! N-no!"
Isaac's Dad: "You always stutter when you lie. Listen here, if i get to know you are going out with that kid, you're out."
Isaac: "... Got it."
My mom went downstairs, she looked mad, not at me, at my dad.
Isaac's Mom: "I told you you can't keep intervening with your son's life!"
Isaac's Dad: "He's YOUR son! You should be tough with him, he's going to get crazy ideas!"
Isaac's Mom: "I've told you over and over that that isn't how it works! It's not his fault he wants to have a romantic life, or friends or leave house sometimes!"
Isaac's Dad: "I never had those things growing up and i am just fine, you're just spoiling him so he becomes a fucking rebel!"
I couldn't stand this argument, it's not going anywhere, i walked to my room in silence, i closed the door and started sobbing on my bed, i was thinking if my life was valuable enough so everyone had to be mad by my fault, i started thinking on the ropes that were on the garage, and inmediatly regreted that thought, i did need to find a way to let this all go out.
I grabbed a knife i left on my room hidden and statted cutting myself, it didn't make me feel better, it just hurt a lot, which was expected, yet i felt like i needed to do it, i stopped after a bit and cleaned up myself.
I was in my bed, still hurt, hugging a plushie and sobbing, until falling asleep.
[Chapter Outro]
I'm sorry if this was a rough chapter, life is sometimes like this, just a reminder that most of this is pure fiction and that i def did not harm myself any moment. Tomorrow will be a new day. - Naruhodo A. Wrighto
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