Wonderwall Xavier Thorpe

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Wednesday advised Phoenix to ignore the visions for the day. That they'd look more into them after Enid fell asleep. Though Phoenix didn't argue with it, because the last thing she wanted was to think about the visions she was having.

The tent was empty the only person that occupied it was Phoenix as she tried to zip up the back. A soft whistle came from behind her as she quickly turned around looking to the boy who smiled at her. His long hair tied up in the back and his face painted white.

"Xavier!" The girl exclaimed as he strided towards her with a smile tugging at his red lips. "What? You look stunning, princess" he smiled grabbing her shoulders gently turning her around. Moving the hair from her back, onto her shoulders so it wouldn't get caught in the zipper.

His fingers gently tugged the zipper upwards letting her long mid thigh brunette hair fall back into place. Looking into the mirror that leaned against the wall, her clothes sitting beside it.

"I hate this" she mumbled her arms wrapping around her stomach in attempts to hide the pudge. Normally she held the fake confidence with pride, but around Xavier it felt like she could be real. She didn't need to hide the fact that everything she made seem real was fake. The feeling of never being good enough nipped at her skin anytime she felt happy. Good enough even.

"Why? Because of the small pudge?" He questioned, the silence was everything he needed to hear to know he was correct. The girls arms wrapped around his torso and her head leaned against his chest. "That's not bad princess, it's there to protect your uterus" he smiled as he rubbed his thumb over the girls cheek bone. Sending chills up and down her spine.

"It's apart of you princess, therefore making it perfect" Xavier wasn't a fool, he could see through the girl and every single one of her white lies. The ones she told to seem okay, to seem like she wasn't falling apart because of her looks.

Xavier couldn't help but admire every part of the girl. The perfect and imperfect parts. No matter how much the girl hated her body he always found it perfect. It was a part of the girl he constantly found himself falling for, so he couldn't ever find it imperfect.

The girl craned her neck to be able to meet the boys eyes who smiled softly. His gaze flickering between her eyes and her soft plump lips. Everything in his body yelled at him to do something.

But his body stood stiff, like he was frozen and he needed her to set him free. Everything in Phoenixs body told her, run away. Run before he figures out that your too much, to much to handle. To imperfect. Run before he realizes that Wednesday is the prettier sister. Run, run run!

Her mind screamed and yelled, though her heart thought for her. Standing to her tippy toes her lips gently found his. Their lips moving against one another. The taste of cherry lingered on Phoenix's lips, as the taste of honey from Xavier's filled her mind.

Though as quickly as the kids begun it ended. Phoenix's eyes widened as she took a step back from the boy who stood wide eyed. Stood frozen in place as she stared at the girl who rushed out of the tent. Tears welling in her eyes, as she tried to force dwn the burning feeling in her throat.

She was stupid. So stupid. She has ruined the only good thing she had going for her. She was angry, and upset. Tears wanted so badly to fall from her eyes. She had kissed the boy she had fallen so hard for.

Her heart felt like someone took a knife twisted it then yanked it out. Her heart beat so wildly, her lungs felt like they couldn't compete. They couldn't catch up with her heart rate. Everything was numb. She had ruined something she so dearly wanted to keep.

And she was the only one to blame for it too.

My artist
Princess where'd you go?
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Princess
I'm sorry.
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My artist
We'll talk after the Poe cup princess
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Princess
Okay
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Authors Note
I'm not writing
the Poe cup scenes
srry but it's so much
Work and so difficult
nothing changed tho