[TAENYFic] 10 Years to Realization (completed)

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I sip my coffee and searching for the waitress. I smile to her when my eyes met her, she replied my smile timidly and bow again. She's make me remember about her, that sincere eyes and cute antics haha i love that, silly me. After 1 year, i know her well, even though not very well. So her name is Tiffany Hwang, everything pink is hers, she loud, she's clingy and she's so positive, she's bold but she's very odd. What makes her more odd, because she give me odd feelings too

She follow me everytime she could, and i like when she around me. I always wait for her when she wait her father to fetch her and we talk about everything. She always send many text to me and i always reply her with a lot of word without showing my coldness again.

'She beat yourself' that's what my inner self said.

I'm the person that too much thinking. So, i thinking too much about her. Why i did many things for her, why she did many things for me, why she could make me happy and sad in the same time, does i like her?or maybe she like me.

"She likes you." That's what my bestfriend said, "Even she cried when see saw your photo with your classmate."

At that time, i couldn't believe what Yuri said. How can she like me?She's a girl, and me too, does she.. a.. lesbian. I was scared, i was disgusted and i felt very weird, eventhough she has possibilities to like me and we have possibilities to make a big sin but i'm slightly happy, because someone who trully can make me happy is like me.

Crazy. Yes it was crazy and yes I'm crazy.. i tried to diverted my focus to other by i have a boyfriend but it was such a fail. I always feeling this way to her. I like when she around me, i like when we play together, i like when we talk together, but i also hate her, i don't want to see her face, i was disgusted by her. But when i avoid her, i always missing her, i want she always by my side forever and ever.

Although i have such a perfect boy friend like him who always love me, guide me and be with me, but there's a tiny place on my heart that he can't touch. He can't touch it because that place already have an owner who possesively protect that place and always called the owner so she could become an owner of my heart fully. And the owner of tiny place on my heart is Tiffany Hwang.