[TAENYFic] 10 Years to Realization (completed)

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Yes we talk about the weather,coffee, stars, bread, music and every unimportant things, she was the one who talk, and i'm just listen to her. Then she stop talking as her eyes caught the pink box on the table.

"What's that unnie?"

"A gift." I answer flatly. She remind silent for awhile like she was thinking something deep.

"You like pink?" she asked me and look at my clothes, "You don't seem a person that like pink things."

Of course i'm not. I wear leather jacket with white tshirt, tight washed jeans and converse shoes, i look a like a rocker now. But she was true, if it's not because of her, i wouldn't ever touch pink things.

I chuckeld softly, "Yeah i don't like pink, very much! But she like pink very much." I smile.

"The person that you waitting for?She seem so important to you until you want touch the things that you don't like."

I just nodded and take a sip of greentea latte that she brought before we start our weather-talk.

"You wait her for almost 6 hours in here, touch the thing that you don't like and bring something for her." I look at her eyes try to understand what she want to say. "She really important to you Unnie?" I didn't answer her question. " I bet she always can make you do everything she told, you must be can't say no to her right?" I still try digest what she told to me, "And i bet, even she hurt you so bad, you will still beside her no matter what. Right unnie?"

Right. She hit the point. I wondering how could she know it and how could she seem understand what i felt?

"I have felt it too." she smile weakly, "I love my bestfriend for long time. But we aren't meant to be together." I can look her sadness through her eyes before she broke our stare and move to see the window, "She knew i love her more than bestfriend things, then she left me.." i could her softly sobs "Until now i still love her.. but i'm happy if she happy without me, her happiness is my priority."

Now i feel lucky because Tiffany still on her place standing there, never move at our place, even though she knew i love her more than anything. I feel lucky she never leave me or even disgust at me.

I heard she exhale a deep breath and said "You know Unnie, it's hard to find someone that we have same feelings, same love with us. If you found a person like that, you are lucky. And if you haven't found them, don't worry God will give us the right person." She said wisely. She seem so mature and strong, because i know that pain was unbearable.

You know the pain when you let go the person that we love, the pain when we start give up on love, the pain when we realize that we couldn't be together with the person we love...... it's the most unbearable pain.