[TAENYFic] 10 Years to Realization (completed)

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Tiffany sat on her bed with her back rested on the headboard. Pink laptop lie on her lap, she just placed her hand on it for almost 30 minutes. She just kept sighing without turn it on. The reason she was like that is she was scared, she was afraid, she was sad for everything.

"I don't want cry again because of you Tae.." she whispered softly like Taeyeon was beside here. "The last time you give me a video, you make me cry like i never cry before." She frowned.

But she was wondering what kind of message Taeyeon want to tell her. So she inhale and exhale a deep breath and turn the laptop on. And when it turned on, the wallpaper is their collage photos, when they were together smiling, when they were do the selca with stupid poses, when Tiffany slept and Taeyeon act like she was sleeping beside her, when Tiffany fed Taeyeon-when they were together.

"Tae.." she said as her lips curved into a frown.

Then she found the video file with the name 'For Fany',she prepared her heart and clicked it.

"I hope i won't cry again..." she said it as the video start loading. Then video start playing with Girls' Generation -Indestructible instrument version as the backhround sound, "You really know how to make me sad Tae! I hate you!"

'Hello Fany.. It's been awhile right haha? I'm doing good in here! How are you in Seoul? How about your college? Are you doing good? Still chasing that guy?'

"How could she know i'm chasing a guy in here?!" Tiffany immediately shouted.

'Haha, you must be have a priceless shock expression right now, and if you wondering why i know it. You know, i always have my own way to have what i want, to know what i want, to handle what i want, except you.'

"Huh except me?"

'Although you didn't know what i'm doing in here, but i always know all about you right there. Cool right? Did i sounds like a psychophat? Not right? haha!

Anyway happy belated birthday for you! I know you always have good people around you, so i shouldn't throw a party for you and greet you in the right time.

This is a laptop, for you. Your laptop was knocked out because too many files of film and music and drama and what ever it was right? so i buy it for you, i hope you like it, this is pink anyway, you must be love it!'

Tiffany nodded as she agree with Taeyeon, all pink is her mine by the way.

'Let's skip everything, i want to tell what i got from the mission run from you in 2 years haha'

"You're smiling but i know you'll make me cry Tae!" Tiffany frowned as she said it

'I love you.. That's what i got in 2 years.

I love you, i need you, i can't live without you, you're my everything, you're the best person that God made for me, you're.. you're the one for me. I want you to be mine, i want we always together as a unseperateable couple, i want you always by my side, i want you to be my love, my only love, the person that i grow old with, the person that can be my wife, mom to be my children.

But that's impossible right?

Because both of us is a girl, right?

So we can't be together, right?

Right fany?'

"I'm sorry Tae... I'm sorry...." Tiffany whispered.

'You must know i always love you more than a friend or bestfriend or sister or everything. I love you, i really love you.

But i know too, you couldn't love me right? it's a sin, it's unacceptable by society, it's prohibited by God and you can't against the God. You can't even i can work it.

But if i'm the one who love you, i'm the one who work this thing, i'm the one who against the God, the word us will never be exist Fany-ah...

That's why now..

Now..

I'm give up.'

Tiffany's eyes widened as she heard words give up, she imagine Taeyeon will run again and never comeback then forget her forever, and of course she didn't want it happens.

'I love you and i have said it to you out of loud two times. And now this is the last time i said i love you. I'm give up, i will give up forever now and finish what i started 10 years ago.

I will bury my feelings, i will burn the love and i will run again.

But i won't forget you Fany-ah, please don't forget me too. Thanks for everything that you gave, that you taught, that you told, Thank you for make me like this, thank you for let me feel the loved and thanks for let me love you.

I hope you will be happy, have a good husband, cute children and perfect family!

And for the last time i'll say this..

I swear this is will the last time i say this..'

"Tae please don't... please-"

'I love you Tiffany Hwang, i really love you.. Thank you, i'm sorry for everything i do and I love you Fany-ah..'

Suddenly the video was blank and stopped. Tiffany keep blinking she didn't believe what she said. And what does everything mean?She didn't undrstand. And now Taeyeon just leave her?and what about their relationship. Her tears flowed as she think about this and that and still didn't understand about that person that she love trully.

"Yah! Midget! How i can be happy if you isn't right here!"

10 years passed fastly, and everything seems changed except for Taeyeon. She still alone, and running for nothing eventhough she has everything, money, fame and friends. She's an owner of a lot enterprise, but no one know that except their good friends and family. Stranger will judge her as a mere person who like wasting her time for nothing. Different with Taeyeon, Tiffany's life was more colourful now. She's a mommy now, who have a little cafe in her house. Also she have a little smart daughter and her name is Seohyun.

Taeyeon's phone ringing, "Hello?"

"Yah Taengoo, Seohyun play in the same place with you now."

"Ah, This flower garden?"

"Yes."

"Where's she now?"

"At playground."

"Okay, thanks for information Sunkyu."

"You're welcome Boss..."

"Don't call me that, and i will go now, bye!"

With that she cut the line and walk to the playground.

"Mommy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

I heard my princess called me and give me a hug. Thanks god she's in here! I have searching for her for almost 2 hours!

"Where are you going?! You should tell mommy and don't just go away like that! You know mommy is very worried for you?" i said it worriedly

"Sorry mom..."

"It's okay.. but don't do it again okay?" Then i look at her hand she hold pink box. "What it is? Who give it to you?Did mommy say to not talk with stranger and accept everything what she give?"

Seohyun nodded, "But she's kind, she even give me an ice cream mom.."

I took the pink box, "Mom she said this is for you." Seohyun said. Wait for me?I open the box slowly and found a little note there and there's sunflower.

"Welcome back Fany-ah. Thanks God finally you divorced that guy who always abused you! If he's in Korea, i'll kill him! And this is little give for you, you know what this mean?Healing, good luck, happiness, light and life. I hope your heart is healing in here, good luck to start new life in here, i hope you always be happy, and of course i hope your life always lightened by his light. -Your little silly midget"

Her smile growing as she knew the person who sent it.

"Taeyeon.. Thank you, love you too silly midget."