[TAENYFic] 10 Years to Realization (completed)

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"Do you want a coffee again?" the waitress that give me croassiant come again, her voice woke me up from my day dream. "Uh no, but can i get mineral water?" i asked her, she nodded and ran to get me a bottle of water.

"You are fast." I said as she handed me the bottle. I saw her just grinned and bowed, "Do you need anything else?" I shook my head for the reply. "Oh okay, I will go to the kitchen then." She bowed again. "I will call you if i need something, thank you, err-Krystal-sshi" i said it and gave her a smile.

She agape her jaw, "H-how can you know my name?" she was stuttered when said it. "Your name tag.." I chuckled as saw her blushed. "It's okay no need to hide your blush." She just bow again the ran to the kitchen. Now I felt like a flirt, but i guess that's why girls like me, my charm and flirt. But my flirt and charm never effected for her.

When people trapped because of my charm and little flirt, opposite with that, she trapped me with her charm and flirt-no she didn't do that, she just love being clingy with me, and maybe that's my weakness for her. She always successed stirred my stomach, made my heart pounded fastly without any effort. And i still don't understand why she could do that, and why only her who successed make me that feelings.

Two years i spent with her on Junior Highschool, three years i watched from a far with lacked communication then i cut all my connection with her. All of sudden i gone and move very far from her. I ran away from her, from everyone on my past, i want make little experiment. I ran away from everyone, i want see who stay behind me, and who ran after me.

And the result is.. no one, no one, no one, and no one, not even her, no one.

Then i realized, i have no one in this world. Maybe i just have my family if they didn't busy and maybe i just have myself and God. I have no one, i have no one.

And after one year having wild and free life fro almost a year, i came back to my comfort zone, i came back again to the place that i could tell everything, i came back again to the place that i could cry and smile, i came back again.. to her.

And that one year make me realized, i'm the one who need her, she's the one that i could lean on, i'm the one who depended my life to her, she's the one who know me too well, i'm the one who weak, she's the one who understand me very much, i'm the one who.. who love her and she's the one for me.

But..

But...

We couldn't be together, because both of us is a girl right?

Right.

Absolutely right.