[TAENYFic] 10 Years to Realization (completed)

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I rushed walk to the cafe after i parked my car. She must waiting for me for almost 8 hours! Gosh, i feel guilty, i hope she is still right there waiting for me.

Smell of fresh brew coffee welcomed me as i come inside the cafe. As i remember, this cafe didn't change at all still same like when me and Taeyeon like waste our time in here. Well i don't want to said it waste time because i always enjoying every moment with her.

I look around the cafe, but i can't found that little midget. Then my eyes caught someone who held that a handkechief with KTY initial written on it. That's must be Taeyeon..

"Tae.." I called her but when i see her face, she's not Taeyeon. Who is she?Why she held Taeyeon's handkerchief?She's beautiful, is she her girlfriend? But why she didn't tell me about it?Is she really for-

"Excuse me, are you Tiffany Hwang?" The girl said cut my thought.

I nodded as the answer, then i got a warm smile from her. "Have a seat unnie.." she asked me, wait why she's so nice to me?is she her girlfriend and ask me to meet her so Taeyeon will have bless from me?But she never tell me that she have a girl-

"I'm not Taeyeon unnie girl friend.."

"W-wait how could you know i think about it?"

"Your face written everything you think unnie." She's smile once again. "You want drink or eat something?I will order it for you."

I frowned at her offer, i came to here to meet up with Taeyeon not having a nice talk with her. I diverted my eyes, wandering to search Taeyeon, but i didn't see any sign of her.

"She's not in here again, she have a flight now, she told me she have something to settle up." She stated calmly.

I furrowed my brows, who is she?how she know about Taeyeon?"Let me get it stright?,who are you?"

"Oh pardon my rudeness, i forget to introduce my self." She slightly bowed, "I'm Krystal, just a mere waiter in here." She smile timidly as she looking at Taeyeon's handkerchief, i know Taeyeon must be show her charm to this girl.

"We just talk- I mean i just talk to her and she listen everything i said. And i cried because i remember something about my past then she gave me this handkerchief." She keep talking as she keep play the handkerchief, "She's sweet person, kind and care to everyone, eventhough she's cold or not showing her care, but sure she always right there beside everyone."

"But God didn't support her on her way." she said it as she looking at me strightly.

I don't understand why she said it, "What do you mean?"

"She was cried in here."

How could Taeyeon cry?! Especially in public place like this! She's the most strongest person that i've ever know! She never want everyone see her pain, she never want everyone look at her when she was weary, she never want everyone worried at her. And if she was shed her tears, it's mean the pain was so unbearable and the feels was so overwhelming.

"Impossible." I muttered, "You must be wrong.."

She was chuckled bitterly, "Yeah my eyes maybe wrong. I don't know unnie, my gut said it's all because of you."

"Huh?How could yo-"

"But that's only my gut, the only thing i know she's really love you." she cut my words, "Because she said that, and when she talk about you her eyes was twingkling but also i can see the pain you gave to her through her eyes."

My jaw dropped, pain?Why i would give her a pain?Why she felt the pain because of me?Did i do something wrong? I don't understand!

" Sorry if i were rude, bytheway this is your gift. One laptop, Taeyeon unnie said this is for you and there's a video message for you inside it. You should watch it."

She said it as stand up and bowed.

"Do you have her number?" i ask her and she shook her head, "You are her bestfriend, why you don't contact her first, why she always do the first move?" she bowed again and back to the kitchen.

She left me dumbfounded, but she was right. I never understand her that well... and that's make me realize, I never contact her first, I never stop her when she try to run from life again, I never look for her when she was gone, I never-I never do anything for her while she always do everything for me.