Lol the first thing that came up was my reading lists
Anyways
Back to the boring wha wae WHAH
'im so sad :(((' shit
Shit gon get personal and I mean post nut clarity shit wankin crap all that shit so if y'all dont wanna hear that you best get goin
Everyone gone?
Okay so I've finally realized what I'm most dysphoric about.
It's sex yeah you read about it above so like this ain't some big game changer
I've always wondered why when I'm jackin that I get so turned off to anything that would have me involved.
When I do yk the do's I'm always thinking about like other people doing it (that sounds weirder than it is pls just hear me out) like smut n shit
But like the moment I think about myself in the picture the feeling fuckin vanishes immediately.
It was always so weird everyone was getting horny n shit thinking abt them fucking the anime girl when I just found it very unarousing.
Or maybe it's because I was told at 13 that I was to appreciate sex because it was the only thing my smol female brain could handle.
It's to the point where I'm very unsure about my sexuality because literally no one is attractive to me.
Guys? I guess. Girls? Sure maybe idk
It's so frustrating
Aka #NOTLIKETHEOTHERGIRLS XD😂😂😂🤣😂🤣😂😂🤣🤣🫡🤣🤣 L BOZO
LMAO KMS XD 😂🤣😂😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂💀🤣😂😂🤣😂🤣😂😂🤣
I hate when people bring up sex cause it's awkward to get asked who I like and shit
'smash or pass?"
"Pass"
"BRUHH IT'S THE 58TH TIMW HOW MABY FUCKING TIMES ARE YOU GOMNA PASS"
kill me lmao
Anyways hoped you watched spiderman into the spider verse cause it's so good I convinced Theresa that it's good
YOU ARE READING
vent :)
Randomliterally just me venting about my life :D This can go from shower thoughts to suicidal thoughts very quickly. And the reverse. I mostly just type to myself, kinda like some online diary lol. Honestly I don't really update it that much @_@ mostly wh...
