I feel increasingly terrible about my body.
I swear sometimes I feel like my body is the curviest more feminine body and I just want to peel my skin off.
I want to cut my chest off
Do some diy top surgery ykyk
I wanna scrape my skin off till I look unrecognizable
I'm so fucking fat and ugly I feel like a fucking blob of fat whenever I'm at school compared to everyone else.
Hell I feel fat and ugly at home too
My life is like a body horror movie ffs
It's so gross and nauseating knowing what's happening to my body and how grossly female it is.
I hope I've really reached the end puberty
I hope I can start T before I get out of school
Hopefully I won't kill myself before then.
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Randomliterally just me venting about my life :D This can go from shower thoughts to suicidal thoughts very quickly. And the reverse. I mostly just type to myself, kinda like some online diary lol. Honestly I don't really update it that much @_@ mostly wh...
