Principal Weems x Yn

Chapter 12

I was laying on her, her arms all around me like she would never let go of me. I never felt the need to be that close to someone, everytime she was around I wanted to touch me and to look at me. I opened my eyes to look at her but she was already staring deep in my eyes. We didn't say much I just laid my chin on her chest and looked up at her. She played in my hair while holding my hand.
-Darling, my darling you are so beautiful. She said warmly.
-Oh stop it already.
-No I won't. She said as I rolled my eyes.
-You're annoying.
-You're beautiful.
-That is it! I'm done with you. I said getting up laughing she grabbed me and pulled me in the bed.
-You are not going anywhere. She said hugging me.
-I'm not. We were next to each other she was all over me her arms around me so tightly I couldn't even move. I didn't want to move either.
-We do have to get up to go back to school. She said.
-No I changed my mind I want to stay in this room with you forever.
-We can't, now up. She said letting go of me.
-No stay here for 5 minutes please I'm cold.
-Put a sweater on then. She said grabbing clothes and going in the bathroom to change. I looked around and decided to stay in for a while. Without her by my side the bed became cold. She got out and started at me.
-Darling get up now. She said getting closer to the bed.
-No I don't want to.
-I'm not giving you a choice. I finally got up and went over her and hugged her.
-I'm cold.
-I know darling here take this. She said breaking the hug and handing one of her knit sweater.
-Thanks. I said putting it on.
-Now start getting ready.
-I'll just put black leggings I'm probably going to sleep in the car.
-Ok then hurry. I got to the bathroom and when I got back there was a man taking our bags. She came by my side and hugged me.
-Ready darling? She asked.
-Mmh we have to give them back the key tho.
-Right. She said closing the door behind us. We headed downstairs holding hands.
-You liked your vacation? A man older than me asked.
-Oh yes it was amazing. She said looking at me.
-Most of our couple like it here. He smiled.
-Oh we are not together. I said laughing and then looked at Larissa to see her with a blank face.
-Yeah right, and that's not an hickey. He said looking at my neck. I covered it with my right hand.
-I burned myself.
-Anyways have a good one you two. He said smirking. I smashed the key on the counter and go out with Larissa following me. I got next to the car waiting for her. She was walking slowly.
-What the fuck was that Larissa?! You didn't even say a word a made a total fool of myself I looked stupid! I yelled at her.
-Darling j-
-Do not call me darling. I said getting in the car.
-Now Yn cakm down.
-I am calm.
-Ok now what did you wanted me to say. We are not together but I do give her hickeys and sleep in the same bed as her.
-No just that we are not together.
-It's not that big of a deal Yn.
-It is! He probably thinks I'm dating a sugar mommy or something.
-Ok well who cares about he thinks, we'll never see him again.
-You should've said something.
-What did you wanted me to say Yn tell me because I don't know.
-That we are not dating and we'll never be because I do not love you! As soon as I said that I regreted it.
-Fine next time someone say something about us I'll tell them that I do not love you either. Listen Yn, I really don't, you're immature and naive. Do you want me to tell the world that I don't like you? She went way too far I know I said things that I shouldn't have but she really hurted my feelings.
-I'm sorry I didn't mean what I said I-
-You better be sorry. The only words that were in my head at this moment were: Don't cry, don't cry. If I could've I would've run away.
-I don't know why I got mad. I'm sorry I was just expecting you to say something.
-I stayed silent because wathever I would've said you would've got mad. She said dryly looking at the road.
-That's not true.
-It is, if I said we weren't together you would've been sad and told me: Yesterday meant nothing to you? If I would have said yes you would've been so mad. And would've told me what is your problem we are not together. She was right I would have said that.
-It's not true.
-What now? She asked angrily.
-That I don't like you. You know I do.
-Yes I know you do, that's why I got so mad because I know you were lying. She said looking at me.
-I really like you Larissa. I admire you so much and you know it. I'm sorry I just panicked an- My voice cracked and tears started falling down my cheek.
-It's not that deep darling. It's okay I didn't mean it either I just got mad too. I like you Yn. She said placing her hand on my thigh. I didn't want her to like me I wanted her to be inlove with me. Because she liked everyone and I didn't want to be an everyone to her eyes. I wanted to be special.
-I'm sorry darling I shouldn't have raised my voice at you. She said looking at me.
-It's okay I'm sorry too. I said.
-Let's just forget about that ok? She said.
-I agree, but how much time left before we arrive?
-Lots. Like 3 hours. She said that removing her hand from my thigh I took it and put it back. I knew she was looking at me so I just stared outside. She started tracing circles with her tumb on my leg. She was glancing at me a lot. All of a suden all the pieces came together. I was her crush. I was the girl she told me about. If I wasn't then why didn't she tell me her name. That is why she was so jealous about the whole Amanda thing. Even tho she denied it she could've been lying. The kisses on my neck the tension between us. I looked at her. Maybe she wasn't ready to admit her feelings or she didn't like me. I didn't want to ruin everything so I would wait. I placed my hand on hers while looking at her.
-Something is on your mind darling?
-Yes. I wanted to tell her it was her but I couldn't. It was too early I had to let things go.
-Tell me about it. She said.
-I can't talk about it.. Not with you.
-Oh alright if you want to talk about it tho I'm here and I won't judge you. She said.
-Thanks but now tell me did you talk to your girl?
-She's not my girl.
-Yet.. I said looking at her.
-Does she know me?
-No. I want to keep it that way.
-Why? Because you don't want me to tell her that we slept in the same bed more than once? That we both love when you're kissing my neck? I said teasing.
-Stop it Yn.
-I was kidding but I'm right. We shouldn't do that anymore you have a crush on this girl and while we are-
-Are what? We are nothing much. She said I looked at her.
-Yn I didn't mean it.
-I don't care.
-But I'm your principal and you're one of my student that is our status.
-That is it? Now tell me do you like sleeping with all your students or just me?
-Yn it's not like tha-
-Oh but it is like that. You make me feel like the apple of your eyes and when I tell you about it I'm just a normal student. At night you make me feel like you're inlove with me but then comes the morning and you want nothing to do with me. At night I'm so much more than a student to you. You can't deny it. I would just like if you stopped considering me as a student and more as an adult like I am. Like your friend. She didn't say much after that.
-Yn I shouldn't have done what I did yesterday and I'm sorry about it. We can't be friend although I would like us to be. You are my student and that is it.
-So all what happened it wasn't true? Now you are telling me to forget about all of this? You should've thought about it before, you can't play with people's emotion like that Larissa.
-I'm sorry Yn.
-You are not sorry. With that we didn't spoke for the next 3 hours. I knew I was her crush but she didn't want to admit it. I was 18 tho it would be legal and alright. We were at school I got out and took my bags.
-With all the things you told me I should've take Amanda's number.
-You should have.
-Are you serious? You were the one who got jealous and now you're changing your mind? Get your life together. I said turning around with teary eyes.
-Yn-
-Larissa let me go. You made yourself clear. I went to my dorm. Now everything we had was gone. If I was the girl she liked why didn't she told me to stay. I understood the whole student-principal thing and that we couldn't even be friends but that? She let go of me so easily that hurted. I went in my room and started unpacking when I was done I changed shirt and removed her sweater. I had to go to her office to give it back. I walked over and knocked.
-Come in! She said as nothing happened but at the same she didn't know it was me. I opened the door and her face changed when she saw me.
-I just came in the give you your sweater back. I said putting the sweater on her desk.
-And that. I said reaching the back of my neck to give her back the necklace she gave me. It was the first time I removed it.
-Why are you taking it off?
-Because a principal shouldn't do that kind of gifts to her student.
-Yn stop it.
-It's what you want you told me earlier. Now I don't want to fight just take it. We have to forget about this and go on like nothing happened I don't want to do it but for you, I'll do it. It starts by you taking your necklace back.
-I won't take it.
-Lar- Principal Weems just take it.
-No. I won't you can keep it.
-No it reminds me of you! I do not want everytime I look at it to remember how you rejected me.
-Yn I never rejected you, I would never.
-Then why can't we be friends? Why can't we sometime sleep with each other?
-It's wrong Yn.
-But it doesn't feel wrong! What are you afraid of?
-Yn you should go to bed we had a long week-end. She sighed.
-No what did I do wrong? I felt my eyes water she looked at me, her gaze softened. She stand up and took the necklace and went behind me to put it around my neck. She then hugged me.
-I'm sorry I didn't want to make you feel that way. You did nothing wrong you are perfect.
-But you still want nothing to do with me?
-I don't know Yn it's all so confusing.
-What is?
-You.
-What did I do?
-Nothing. I do like you and I want to be friends with you, but I'm your principal. It's almost like I took advantage of you.
-But you are not! You're always nice with me and caring. You made my life so much easier and better since I arrived here. And even if you're my princiapl we don't have to tell someone we sleep together.
-What about the hickeys?
-Makeup and I can say that I burned myself. Now there's so many solutions but pushing me away is not one.
-You are right I'm sorry it's just that lately everything as been so weird.
-What things?
-Myself stress and work. I can't think straight forgive me.
-It's okay. I said getting behind her in her chair and started massaging her shoulders.
-You should take time for yourself.
-You're right I'm so sorry for everything. I feel like I ruined our week-end.
-No you did not.
-I need to be alone. She said I noded and walked towards the door.
-Alone with you. I turned around and sat on her lap.
-Me too I want to be alone with you.
-Yes but not for so long you have class tomorrow. It's already 10 pm. She said. I was sat on her lap her hands on my thigh I was looking at her. Her soft lips were calling me. We were looking at each other. I wanted to let her know how much I liked her. I got closer and kissed her. I didn't want it to turn into something sexual. I just wanted it to be lovely. It was it lasted 5 seconds but those were the best 5 seconds in my life. I broke the kiss and stand up. I looked in her eyes she seemed so shocked.
-I'm sorry. Good night. I said and quickly got out of her office. I went back in my room and thought about what I did.

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