It was saturday the week was quite short, Larissa and I were now on good terms, better terms. Today was my second appointment with Dr. Kinbott, I wasn't nervous since I already had a session with her. I was more excited about the fair tonight. I was going with Xavier, Ajax and Enid, it'll be fun. Of course I did not decide to go on my own I was forced by Enid but still I was happy with it. I put on a light outfit, leggings with a tight shirt, my go to outfit. I wasn't sure about putting makeup tho. If I get emotional it'll fall apart. I still putted mascara. I took my phone to check the time, I packed my bag and went to her office. I knocked on her door, no answer. I sent her a text: Hey are you in your office? She called me.
-Sorry I forgot to tell you I wanted to meet outside.
-Um that's fine I'm coming. I said.
-Good see you. With that said she hung up. We never meet outside, what was she planning? I went to the parking.
-Why do you wanted to meet outside?
-Nothing I was just you know doing something and it was easier to just meet outside.
-You're weird what is going on.
-Nothing just excited about the fair aren't you?
-Not as you clearly. I said opening the door, on the seat was a gift.
-La- Miss Weems what is that?
-Oh I don't know. I rolled my eyes at her.
-Can I put it in the back or there's something alive in there.
-Don't put it in the back.
-Ok. I said holding the box on my lap.
-What is it? She said teasing.
-Well you know so why don't you tell me?
-I don't know what it is. Open it.
-Larissa you are impossible.
-Shush now open it. I started unwrapping it carefully. I opened the box to see a gold necklace with a red stone on it.
-Larissa it's beautiful, really I love the gesture but I can't except it.
-And why?
-Because I-
-You what? It's just a necklace it means nothing when I saw it I just thought of you.
-So you're giving me this as a friend and nothing more?
-Nothing more. I thought you would like it for tonight.
-I love it. But from now no more gifts I feel bad you're always spoilling me.
-I'll see.
-I'm serious Larissa I hate it when people are buying me stuff. I feel like they want to buy me it's weird.
-The necklace was pretty but on you it looked better that's it.
-Sure thing. I mumbled was she trying to get me back? I wanted to ask her but if I knew the answer. I never lost feelings but I could not forgive her just yet.
-Um I'll be back.
-I'll be here. I smiled and got out.
-Yn! You forgot your bag.
-I don't need it, see you later. I got in Dr. kinbott office.
-Hi Yn I'm glad you came back.
-Me too.
-So tell me why are you here today?
-I saw a dead man.. I can't get the image of his snapped neck out of my mind
-That sounds very serious. With who were you?
-Miss Weems. We were driving back from my job.
-Ok well it seems like you had a very stressful and scary situation this has caused trauma I presume.
-I think.
-Do you get flashbacks or dream about it?
-Yes both.
-It was not your fault. You witnessed something horrible and now it's in your head. There's nothing to do about it except talk.
-Yeah I understand.
-Is there anything else?
-No not really.
-Anything like your love life things that make you sad?
-Well.. There's someone that I have been seing every day we are close. Three weeks ago we kissed which was good and amazing she seems so caring and loving, but to my surprise the next day I caught her having sex with someone. Now she is trying to make up for it. She is really trying.
-I see do you have feelings for her.
-Well I like her a lot but it's not love.
-I see, I think in this situation she knows she messed up and regret it?
-She does regret it. She can't stop saying how she is sorry and she would do anything for me. She even told me to come see her like at anytime to talk about it.
-Were you together like committed when it happened?
-No.
-I think she realized she lost you and now she is scared.
-Probably but she hurted me and I still like her.
-Take your time with it. No rush it can become like it was. And beside people can change.
-I hope she did.
-I hope for you too. We talked more before our session was over. I got up.
-Thank you. It helped a lot.
-It's my pleasure come whenever you want. I closed the door leaving her alone in her office and sat back in the car.
-Hi, I am back!
-So it was okay?
-Yeah it was.
-Are you excited for tonight?
-Forgot about that.
-Are you going with friends?
-Yeah Enid, Ajax and Xavier.
-That's nice. She responded.
-Yeah it is. Will you be going?
-No.
-Why?
-I don't want to. She said.
-Oh please come. I sound like I wanted her to come, well I did I just didn't want her to notice.
-Yn I have work to do.
-Well I didn't want to go to the dance and I went because you wanted me to.
-Yes but it's not the same.
-You are no fun. I said disappointed.
-I am lots of fun.
-Prove it and come.
-Why do you want me to go so bad mmh? She said looking at me and then looking back at the road.
-I don't.
-You do otherwise you wouldn't care.
-I don't care you know what never mind.
-I'm still not coming.
-Ok? I am going with friends couldn't care less if you're there or not.
-You make it seemed like it was a big deal tho.
-You just have a big ego.
-Sure. She said with a grin on her face, great she is not coming.
-Are you sure you're not coming?
-Thought you didn't care.
-Stop answer my question.
-I don't think so.
-I would have liked to see you there. I mumbled.
-Yeah I know.
-Big ego. I said smiling. We arrived at school I needed to take a shower and get ready for the fair. I told Larissa goodbye and I was now in my room. What was I suppose to wear? I let that thought sit in the back of my head while I was undressing myself. I washed my hair and cleaned my body then dried myself. I moisturized my body and face then did my hair. We were leaving in an hour we were meeting in Enid's dorm. Now it was time for my outfit then makeup. I took some low waist flair jeans with some converse now I just had to pick a top. I went basic with a black shirt it was cropped. Now jewelry earrings and my new necklace. I was always a natural makeup kind of girl but tonight was different. Heavy mascara with dark red lipstick. I looked hot but still got to keep myself humble. I packed few thinfs in my bag like my wallet, phone and other little stuff like lipstick. I was out I went to Enid's room and we were all there.
-All right guys in this bag I have everything drugs and alcohol.
-I don't do drugs. I said looking at Ajax.
-Me too. Enid said.
-More for us man. Xavier told Ajax.
-That's damn right.
-Ok we all good to go? I said looking at Enid. She nodded. We got in Xavier's car and started driving to the fair.
-Tonight is going to be amazing.
-That's right Yn. Ajax responded. Enid and him were in the back kissing and cuddling. I wish I had something like that. We arrived at the fair.
-Let's do shooters. Xavier said.
-I'm down. Ajax replies while taking a bottle of vodka in his bag.
-That is some cheap vodka. I said laughing.
-Hey I'm on a budget!
-Still it will do the job. We took about 4 sips each before leaving the bottle in the car.
-Let's do that! Enid sais pointing at a roller coaster. We went on that ride it was so cool it flipped us upside down. The boys went away to smoke and Enid and I stayed together. We were at a stand to pop balloons. She was so bad.
-Omg Enid you are so bad! I said laughing.
-I know. We were laughing so loud.
-Move my turn watch the expert. I got every balloons.
-No way! You are good and I am not?
-There you won this have a good night! A boy told me.
-You too thanks!
-What will I do with this giant panda?
-Sleep with it?
-Hey let's have more drinks then we'll go look for the boys.
-Ok right behind you.
-And in the same time I'll put Mister Bamboo in the car. We drinked more vodka and went for the boys.
-Sup girlies!
-Ajax, Xavier.
-Let's do another roller coaster! Enid shouted.
-Yeahh I am down bad for it you know man up down fast it is cool.
-Yeah man. They were so stoned. We went on another ride and when we got off. I saw Larissa at a table she was looking around.
-Hey roll again I'll be back.
-Yeah see ya man. Ajax said I went over her and sat infront of her.
-It's nice you came.
-I was forced. She said joking.
-You'll never guess.
-What?
-I won a panda and I- I was cut off by my laugh.
-And? What's so funny Yn?
-And I names him Mister bamboo! I was laughing so hard.
-Are you drunk? Shit.
-What no it's just funny.
-No not really.
-Oh come on Larissa you're no fun.
-Yn you're drunk.
-No I am tipsy there is a difference.
-You drank?!
-Well a bit. I am 18.. so I can.
-That's not the point.
-You should drink too you'll be more relaxed. She was starting to get on my nerves. Why was she so mad. I got up.
-Where are you going? She said standing up.
-I'll go talk to Mister Bamboo he's more fun. And for the record he can't talk. With that I started walking over the car. They were already there.
-Give me a can of twisted. Need it. Enid threw one at me.
-Claws. I said to Enid who did a small hole for me to drink.
-Shotgun?
-Yeah why not? I replied. I started drinking they were screaming my name until Enid just screamed.
-Yn stop! I didn't listen and finished the can. I then threw it on the ground.
-Fuck. I said breathless and looked over to see their face shocked at me.
-What?
-Turn around. Xavier told me. She was standing right there.
-Do you want one? I offered laughing.
-Take your stuff and come with me. She was calm but I knew she was mad. I went in Xavier's car to grab my panda and bag. I was following her to the parking she didn't say a word to me. We got in the car.
-Are you going to say something? I said almost whispering looking at my hands folded on my lap.
-What is your problem? I'm so disappointed in you. Look at you you're drunk you're immature and can't take responsibilities.
-I was just having fun, everyone at the fair is drunk. I mumbled. I was mad at myself I should've thought twice about that.
-You're not an everyone you are better than that. I thought you would've been better than that. Drinking so heavily is nothing near good.
-Well how many bottle of wine do you go through in a week? I said without thinking.
-That's it you're down. Get out and walk. She said breaking.
-What are you talking about?
-Walk I can't stand you.
-Then sit.
-I'm sorry?
-All forgiven. I knew I was pushing my luck still I wanted how far I could go.
-Get out of the car.
-I'm drunk. Someone could hit me or take advantage of me.
-Then I'll stay next to you but you're walking.
-Oh you're so nice thank you! What would I do without you? I said closing the door. I started walking next to her car. 5 minutes later I knocked on the window.
-Can I come in?
-No.
-What kind of principal does that?
-Shut up and walk.
-You're not being nice. Larissa let me in my legs hurt.
-No. You weren't nice.
-I know I'm sorry let me in please.
-Walk.
-Larissa I said I'm sorry!
-I don't care. I stopped walking.
-Are you fucking serious right now? She stopped driving and looked at me.
-I forgive you for sleeping with a man that easily and you don't forgive me for a joke? You know what fuck you Larissa! I started walking in the forest next to the road. I forgave her for everything and her she was being that hard on me? That was not fair I missed her but at the same I hated her. She always mess up.
-Yn there is no way in hell you are talking to me like that! She said coming after me.
-Oh yeah or what? You will do what about it? You're going to have sex with that stupid man? You want to make me jealous and sad? Be my guest Larissa you already started well. I said tearing up.
-Maybe I am drunk but you had no rights to be that mean. Now leave I don't want to see you. Tears were falling. She was standing right there in front of me.
-Leave!
-I won't leave you nor replace you.
-Larissa don't. She was getting closer. She open her arms and hugged me tightly.
-I'm sorry Yn. I just want to protect you but I am the person I should be protecting you of, and that makes me so sad if there's something I could do I would. I try to care about you more and be closer to you but I feel like everything I do is wrong. She was hugging me I wasn't I was trying to hold back my tears. She cupped my face.
-My pretty Yn I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused you and for tonight.
-It's um it's fine. I said turning my face away.
-It's not. I am sorry I care for you and I'm not disappointed in you. Yn please give me another chance I swear I'll be better.
-Don't you dare mess it up again.
-What? Was the only thing she was able to say before I presses my lips against hers. I opened my mouth so she could insert her tongue.
-Oh darling. She said breaking the kiss.
-Do you want to go back in the car?
-Not now.
-Got it. She grabbed me by the waist and pulled me close to her.
-Are you still mad? I said looking uo at her.
-No not at all darling. I was starting to get cold.
-Let's go now.
-Ok. We walked and got in the car.
-Were you honest when you told me you'll be better?
-Yes.
-It means a lot to me.
-I know. And to me to so that is why I decided to change. For us. We got in her office and started to kiss each other. I was hers, I needed her to know.
-Larissa I want to sleep with you tonight.
-You were going to. I smiled and continued kissing her I was breathless but that didn't matter. We were now making out on her desk chair I was sat on her. Her hands on my hips. She was now kissing my neck and sucking on my soft spot. I couldn't help and let out a moan. I felt the vibration of her chuckling on my neck.
-Oh Larissa.
-What?
-Kiss me until I can't breathe. Making out with my principal on her chair I could get use to that. It wasn't anything sexual yet she was showing me how much she missed me. It was slow and romantic. She lifted me up and bring me to her room.
-Are you tired?
-Yeah. Go change and we'll continue this. I smiled and I went to her bathroom. Once I got out she was sat in her bed in a black matching set. She was so pretty and mine.
-Come here. I putted aspirin and water next to you so when you wake up tomorrow you won't be too much hung over.
-You take so much good care of me.
-I tend to take care of what is mine.
-Am I yours? I said teasing. She rolled her eyes.
-Come here and I'll show you. She said. I got in the bed next to her and she was kissing me lightly. We were both laying down. I passed my hand in her hair.
-I miss you so much. I said.
-Oh I know you did. She said.
-Stop being so confident it's a turn off. I said turning around. She turned me back easily.
-Yet you seems to like it.
-It'll be our secret. I said kissing her on her pretty lips. I got closer to her she hugged me my head was resting on her chest.
-I'm never letting you go.
-You better be. I said half asleep.
-Now sleep you'll need it darling.
-Yeah. I then closed my eyes and started about how I missed her, times without her was tough. Her playing in my hair was the last thing I felt before falling asleep.
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