Principal Weems x Yn

Chapter 21

I know 8 months ago I said I was going to reread my chapters and correct my spelling mistakes.. Did I do it? No. But you guys get a new chapter today I was inspired by the future comeback of our bae. 😛

I am wide awake, sitting straight in my bed. My legs they feel sore, I look outside it's gloomy and foggy. I look to my left my alarm clock is not even there.
-Larissa? I say quiet but dry in a tone that doesn't let place for any jokes. I am not scared, but I can't feel something is wrong. Somethings have happened, something is happening. I get up, the closet is calling me. I don't want to open it. I don't control my body anymore. I am on a automatic I am being control. I see and feel but I can't stop myself from getting off my bed. I am walking towards my closet both hands on both handles. I stand there, heart beatinf faster and faster it's hurting my chest. Before I even think my own actions surprise me. I have opened the closet. About 20 to 30 bats come out screaming and they all hit each other scratching me on their way to the brick wall behind me. They all collapsed on the wall leaving a black dust. There are no more bats just this creamy powder. All of a sudden I am on my knees both hands in the rest of the bats. I can't breathe my neck it stings. The voice, it's whistling. I can't turn around but he's behind me.
-All your questions in that smart head of yours. A long pause before he speaks again.
-Stop worrying, you will have your answers soon. It will hurt, the most excruciating pain you'll ever feel.
-What do you want from me. I say.
-No, it is what you want from me. The truth your mom never wanted to tell you. Blank. Pitch black. I can't see, I don't know where I am or how I am even positioned.
-Where am I? I say half crying half crying. The pain in my neck is still there.
-Helpp. I scream louder than I have before. I feel arms wrapping around me tightly, like  the person wants to take me somewhere. I start to kick around and scream. Then there's light, I see, I feel, I am finally able to control myself. I look around and I am in Larissa's room. She is the one holding me tightly and shushing in my ear that it's going to be ok. My eyes open widely as they meet hers. I push her away with all my strength.
-Yn.. are you okay? You look like..
-Stop! Leave it. I say as I rush to the bathroom. I lock to door behind me and slide down the door to sit on the floor. my hands in my hair sliding down to my neck. I think, I'm trying to remember most of it. What actually happened?
-Darling? She says worried. I can't even respond.
-Please open the door, let me in? Her voice is soft almost begging. She stops talking my mind goes back to this dream? It felt more like someone sort of brought me to a place in my mind where they could control me. What your mother didn't tell you or was it the truth your mother never told you? Anyhow it means the same thing.
-Yn, please say something so I know you are alright.
-Just stop. Stop talking and leave me alone. I say, I can't tell her anything, she wouldn't even understand she would think I am crazy.
-Darling I can hear your thoughts please talk to me I won't judge you. Just talk to me. I open the door and fly out of the bathroom I need to get to my room and start writing everything that happened so I can understand it better. I see her standing, eyebrows frowing in confusion.
-Yn where are you going? I can't answer her I can't talk I lose information. I walk past her. She grab my arm hard it hurt. She is not doing on purpose she is way taller way stronger than me. I look at her. I talk.
-Stop! Don't you see I don't want to talk to you? Leave me the fuck alone. She loosened her grip slowly to eventually let go of me completely. While turning away from her to get to my room I could see her big blue eyes tearing up. I can't stay to apologize I need to go I'll talk to her later. I open the door and rush to my dorm. I start writing whatever I can remember. The dust, the bat and my neck hurting and that I was going to feel pain? My mom the truth she never told me. Is this all related to the woods? I get to the bathroom I need to shower, the underneath of my eyes are all red. I look paler than usual. Once I am done showering I get dressed and I head to the library to find something about this dream?  Thornill is sitting legs crosses reading a pink book.
-Hello what brings you here this morning? She said smilling.
-Oh you know I was craving a new read. I say not even looking at her.
-Do you want any recommendations?
-No, actually I think I want to look at books more than read one right now.
-You do you if you have any questions I am here.
-Thank you. I answer. I touch books I check titles and author's names. Until I see bat's sand. Well that sound about right I pick it up and head to my room.
-Bye Yn!
-Bye Miss Thornill. I say louder since I was already out of the library. I get in my room sit at my desk and start going through the pages of this book written by a certain Patrick Felton. Knock knock I slide the book under my bed.
-Come in? I say out loud. No one comes in. I open the door no one is standing there. Having someone controlling things in my dreams is one thing but in real life now that's too much. This feeling in my stomach I feel helpless, tears forming in my eyes. I more scared that I would like to admit. I reach for the book under my bed and I get back to reading. My mother. She is hiding things from me. I call her. Ring ring.
-Yn?
-Mom? I say my voice breaking.
-I- Yn. It's like she knows that I know something.
-I need to ask you something.
-I know but it's for the best if we talked face to face next week on Saturday are you free?
-That is in a week, I don't know if I'll last that long.
-You will, I- I need time to think how I'm going to tell you what I'm going to tell you. Your birthday is coming in about a month, you need to stay away from the woods.
-Ok I will. I say softly. She hangs up. I stand there. My birthday is on june 6th, what does that have to do with anything? I will be 19 what if 06/06/06. She mentioned my birthday the number 6 has to do something with all of this. I continue reading and check for this number in particular. My head hurts from all this thinking. Larissa. Where is she. I shouldn't have pushed her away. I go to her office. This heaviness in me like a kid who knows they did something bad. Normally she's quick with the door, like she is waiting for me, but she doesn't answer. I am not blaming her I was horrible to her. She's the sweetest ever and I just snapped at her. Ugh what if I just walked in? I am not a regular student she's like my girlfriend? Is she my girlfriend I mean we are exclusive. I open the door, I see her hair falling on her shoulders. She is infront of the fireplace bottle of wine on the floor with another one full in her hand. She knows it's me I locked the door behind me. I open my mouth then close it I was about to say something about drinking but I am not in a position to make any comments.
-Hi. I say almost like I was asking a question. She doesn't look at me. I don't stop looking at her, I sit across her on the couch. She looks at me, her nose is a bit red. I give her a warm I am sorry smile.
-Are you alright. I say immediately regretting it. She looks at me and sighs she knows that I think what I just said was stupid.
-I am sorry, I don't know where to start.. I take a deep breath.
-Whatever. She says drinking again. I move closer and pick up the empty bottle.
-Was this one full when you started drinking? I say talking about the bottle that I am holding.
-No but this one is. She says raising the freshly open bottle. She has a little smirk on her face, her drunk smirk. I throw the bottle away and get close to her. I try to take the bottle she's drinking from she fights it a little but she eventually gives in. I close it and put it in her fridge. I sit on my knees in front of her. I take her hands carefully folded in her lap in a sad way into mine. She looks at me and then removes her hands and stand up she tries to walk but obviously with all the alcohol she took she walks like a baby bambi. She's pretty and kinda of cute I feel so bad. She turns around.
-You know I was just trying to help you. She looks down. I get up and go to her taking her hand this time she doesn't fight it.
-Larissa please let me apologize and then explain. I- . I stop I don't know what to say. She looks at me. I feel a tear running down my cheek I turn around so she doesn't see me. This is ridiculous I was the one who hurt her so how come I am the one crying.
-I hate you for that. She says between her teeth like if she wasn't drunk she wouldn't have said it. But I am glad she did.
-For what, tell me what do you hate me for. Please. I say, I am not mad at her for saying that I want her to talk to me so we can sort things out.
-For not crying in front of me, stop turning around and let me see you cry. She says, I look at her in disbelief.
-What? I answer.
-Last night we had sex right? She says as an affirmative question. I forgot about last night with my "dream" I ruined the morning of our first time. She stares at me waiting for an answer.
-Yes. I say.
-Yn you confuse me, you let me take your virginity but you can't talk to me. You think, I of all people will judge you. Tell me why it's ok for me to fuck you and make you cum but god forbid I see you cry or I comfort you when you need it.
-Larissa, I am sorry I-.
-Do you actually trust and like me or you just want to use me. She says eyes full of tears.
-Baby.. I say, it is the first time I call her by a nickname and it felt so natural it just rolled off my tongue.
-Yesterday we talked about this that you and I waited for each other to make it special and to sort of make sure we were both here for the right reasons do you remember? I say cupping her face with my right hand.
-Oh yeah.. I remember that. She says, she looks disoriented.
-Larissa please come sit with me, you had a bit to drink and I think you just confused two things. I say softly without shaming her and taking her hand to guide her to the couch.
-You are right.. I let you took my virginity but I am ashamed of crying infront of you.. I trust you but sometimes I feel scared to be judge for feeling too deeply everything, for being emotional.
-Yn you can feel with me I will never judge you for that. She says placing her hand on top of mine.
-And also I don't want you to worry about me there are things going on right now.. it's complicated I'll get to it but I needed space to think about it. I should've speak to you instead of storming out but I was so scared I would've forgot something. The way I spoke to you earlier... I've been thinking about it all day it wasn't okay. You just wanted to be there for me and I-
-Yn stop. I saw that you were scared and I know that you feel guilty for it. She says.
-You're just so understanding, kind and there for me I never had that and sometimes I forget that I can rely on you and that I don't have to do everything on my own.
-I forgive you and I understand but now I am here and I want to be the one that you can talk to. About everything and anything but don't shut me out. We locked eyes. She is so understanding and beautiful. I love her.
-Ugh, I ruined yesterday by not being able to tell you what was going on. I say disappointing in myself.
-You didn't ruin anything if you hadn't reacted this way this morning we wouldn't have had this talk. She's hugging me her head laying on top of my chest.
-I love you. She says looking at me.
-You're drunk. I remind her.
-Yes but that doesn't change the way I feel and I can still read your thoughts and you thought about it. She is now up walking to her bed. I follow her and close the blinds. We are both in her bed holding eachother.
-You don't believe me when I say I love you?
-I believe you but I think you're saying it just because you're-
-Stop saying I am drunk.
-But you are?-
-Stop. She said strictly. I do as she says and I stop.
-Tell me what happened. I take a deep breath and I start saying everything. Where it all started, the woods and the final details that I have and my mom wanting to meet me and something having to do with my birthday. Once I am done she looks at me proudly.
-So yesterday I was right I knew something was wrong. She said smiling softly.
-Whatever. I say rolling my eyes.
-Don't roll your eyes at me.
-Or what? I respond teasing.
-You don't want to find out- She cuts herself by kissing me with passion she brings me closer to her. She breaks the kiss.
-I hate that I gave you the impression that you couldn't tell me anything.
-Larissa, don't say that it's not your fault, I told you it was me I have trouble opening up to people about the way that I feel, since I have been dealing with everything on my own my whole life.
-Still I want to be there for you.
-Right now you are here for me and I appreciate you for that and I even told you what was going on so you can stop thinking about it. Tomorrow you'll have a nice headache so rest while you can.

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I did not correct my grammar plz dont pay attention to that love yall xx