Warnings: Cursing, Drinking, Slight smut
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Felix POVA few hours later I woke up, my eyes hurting from how much I cried earlier. Softly, I rubbed my eyes - awaking myself from my tiredness. On my upper cheek, I felt a piece of cloth; I moved my pupils, looking at what it is. It was slanted and colored black, taking a few second's to remember that Hyunjin was wearing a black shirt before I fell asleep. My cheeks flushed, I fell asleep on his shoulder.. His shoulder. By Hyunjin's quiet snoring, soft and slow breathing, I could tell he was asleep. I didn't want to wake him, so I just closed my eyes and waited until he woke up himself.
"Fuck it" I said quietly under my breath, my deep morning voice coming through. I started to tap his shoulder, which didn't work so I started to softly shake him.
"Wake up sleepy head" I cooed, continuing to shake him. After a few more second's, Hyunjin awoke; his facial expression showed cluelessness yet also tiredness.
"Huh..?" Hyunjin whispered, barely able to keep his eyes open. 'Cute' I thought to myself, not daring to say it aloud.
"Time to wake up ~" I continued to coo. Hyunjin pursed his lips a little; half-awake, humming at my response. I shook him a little harder, using my words again as an attempt to wake him up.
"Hyunjin-ah, " I said, turning up my tone a bit. By this, it worked out better than using a softer voice. He was more awake now, however, it took him a few second's to start rubbing his eyes - and soon, yawning.
"I'm awake " Hyunjin reassured, though, it didn't convince me. I shook him a little more, waiting a few second's to get up. Leaving the seat, my legs a little weak from sitting there so long. I checked the time on my phone, it read 4:52pm, visiting hours started a while ago. Taking my last glance at Hyunjin, I left to go my dad in the room next to the seating area. I sat down on the chair next to the bedside, I kept a soft gaze on him - feeling bad for him. Slowly, tears formed in my eyes. Seeing him unconscious, I couldn't hold the tears back. After a few minutes of my quiet sniffles, I heard the door opening. I quickly wiped my tears, then gazed at the intruding person. It was Hyunjin, I quickly darted my attention away from him.
"You okay? " Hyunjin asked, even though it was obvious he knew that I wasn't. He came over, grabbing a chair next to the empty hospital bed near My father's hospital bed and set it by me. Hyunjin sat down, a sad expression shown on his face; feeling for me.
"Not really" I replied, my eyes watering up a bit. He reached out his arm closest to me then started to slowly rub my back, an attempt to make me feel better - which made me feel weaker, my eyes welled up with more tears. Just then, Hyunjin pulled me into a hug, I held him tight and sobbing; letting free of my once-locked-away emotions.
"Thank you.. " I quietly said into Hyunjin's shoulder. My eyes closed, my cheeks wet from the tears, I was in a horrible position - one that I didn't want to show to anyone.
"It's my fault.. It's my fault, maybe if I didn't marry Ye-" I sobbed.
"It isn't, stop blaming yourself " Hyunjin cut me off, continuing to try and make me feel better. I only cried harder. Hyunjin patted my back and was starting to subtly cry, but I easily noticed. We had stayed like this for little over an hour or so, my stomach reminded me that I still had to eat.
"We should go eat" Hyunjin said softly, chuckling a little.
"Yeah" I commented gravelly, pulling myself out of his grasp. I got up whilst wiping my tears and collecting myself, waited until he moved so I can go. Opening the door, I left, Hyunjin followed behind me after putting the chair back where it was. We went into the cafeteria area, getting some food and a drink for dinner. Me and Hyunjin found a quiet area of the cafeteria to eat and chat, a seemingly better bonding activity rather than crying and having to be comforted. Once we were done, we put our food in the trashbin and left. I checked the time, 6:38pm, visiting hours were almost over. It was useless to go visit my father, it would take us almost a full seven minutes just to get up there; by then, I'd only have five minutes to see him. So instead, I just left the hospital and went into my car.
"Where are you going!? " Hyunjin called, following behind me.
"Somewhere" I responded, opening the driver seat door and getting in. I put the key in, turning it so the car can turn on.
"At least let me follow you, " Hyunjin said eagerly, a concerned gaze painted onto his eyes. I sighed, looking back at him.
"Fine" I accepted, then I buckled my seatbelt. Hyunjin opened the passenger door, sat in and buckled in. Once he was finished, I started driving. I drove to the nearest bar, I needed an escape.. just this once. I pulled in to a parking space.
"You're going to a bar while your father is in the hospital" Hyunjin muttered, astounded.
"Yeah? You don't have to go in, " I said, turning the car off. I took my last glance at him before unbuckling my seatbelt.
"You aren't going into this bar alone, it looks shady" He said, unbuckling and getting out of the car with me. Without waiting for Hyunjin, I went inside the bar. Once I found a seat, I asked the bartender to give me some Soju. Hyunjin sat by me, but didn't ask for any drinks. After a few drinks, I was basically wasted - my vision blurred, my speech slurred, and even my movement was messed up. Hyunjin was starting to become concerned for me, in this state.
"C'mon" Hyunjin said. He wrapped his arm around the right side of my body, pushing me off my chair; then held the left side with his free hand while walking me toward the door. He put me in the passenger seat, buckling me in then got in the driver seat - buckling himself. Yeji was probably out getting fucked, so it seemed Hyunjin didn't ask her where I lived - and I was too drunk to respond to anything, I was mainly talking gibberish. He didn't care about anything I was saying, and kept focus on the road and where he was going. Twenty minutes later We arrived at Hyunjin's Penthouse, after going in a parking space Hyunjin stopped the car engine, unbuckled, and got out. He came over to my side, opening the door he unbuckled me and took me out. Walking toward the door was a hassle for me, right now, but thankfully I had Hyunjin right here to guide me. I immediately went for the couch when we went into the Penthouse. Sitting back on the comfy couch, I let out a satisfied sigh.
"Feels like I'm taking care of a baby" Hyunjin said, sitting next to me. He had his focus on me, in which provoked me to gaze back at him. I knew I looked shitty right now, but the way Hyunjin looked at me... I couldn't help myself. Pushing through the intoxicated air, I leaned forward to kiss Hyunjin. My lips landing on his soft and plump ones. I could tell, at first, he was surprised but then eventually gave in. The kiss heating up, and getting rougher; I couldn't get enough of him, I wanted more. Hyunjin broke the kiss, both of us started catching our breaths.
"Fuck, Felix" Hyunjin said breathlessly, his eyes dark filled with lust. I turned him on, by a kiss - and to be honest, I as well. I moved over, sitting on his lap. I kissed him again, this time filled with hunger; with this, I started rolling my hips over his crotch. Hyunjin was quietly groaning into the kiss. Once again, he stopped kissing me.
"I can't take this anymore, Lix, " Hyunjin said, his voice deep. He led me to his bedroom, and started undoing his clothes.
"Kneel" He ordered.
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Author note: Sorry if the first part was a bit bland, anyways, I hope you enjoyed this chapter.
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