Destined for Him ・ Hyunlix

Chapter thirty one ; Marriage?

Warnings: Swearing

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Felix POV

I gaze at Hyunjin, my eyes glossy. I brought him here to the bathroom, our friends were waiting at the bar but they probably were talking and drinking. I was drunk and so was he, we were in the public bathroom in the bar where people could see us both. I could smell the alcohol.

"I wanted to talk to you about," I spoke up. It wasn't really anything that special, it was obvious that it was the liquor courage bringing me to do this unconsciously.

Hyunjin's hand was placed against the wall of the bathroom, trapping me against it. He leaned forward, his lips grazing over mine, his breath lingering with the scent of beer. His other hand was placed on my waist, pulling me close.

"Oh, yeah?" He whispered.

"What's that, princess?" The nickname sent shivers down my spine. We were boyfriends but that still had an effect on me, he never really called me princess before. In fact, I think this is the first time he called me that.

"I... wanted to ask..." I trailed off, I wasn't sure what I was doing. Hyunjin pulled me close, his chest pressing against mine. My legs felt weak, like I could melt at any moment.

"You know," He murmured.

"I don't think you want to ask me whatever it is that you're about to. It's a pretty stupid question,"

"It's not," I shook my head. It was though.

"I promise."

"Alright, princess. Ask me then," His eyes locked with mine, the light from the bathroom was bright. I could hear people walking past us but I didn't pay them any mind.

"I... do you think we should..." My throat was tightening. I couldn't tell him. Not while we were both drunk, it wouldn't have been right. I was going to take it back, pretend like I didn't have a question at all. Hyunjin's gaze was still on me, he knew exactly what I was trying to say.

"Should what?" He asked, his tone was a bit harsher. He was losing his patience with me.

"Forget it," I whispered, looking away.

"It's stupid," I admitted. He was silent for a moment. His hand was still on my waist, gripping it tight. He wasn't letting go. I was stuck between a rock and a hard place, I could only stare back at him.

"No, tell me," He demanded, his eyes glaring.

"If it's so stupid, why are you wasting my time?" I didn't have a good answer for that. I had a feeling that whatever I said, he would have shot it down anyway. He would have called me stupid, or immature.

"I'm not wasting your time," I said, shaking my head.

"I swear. I just... I can't... not now. I don't think it's right." Hyunjin stared at me for a moment.

"You don't think it's right, huh?" He chuckled, pulling away from me. I was free now, but I couldn't move. He wasn't trapping me anymore, but I was frozen in place.