It is officially 2023 and the first thing I did was cry.
Why am I such a pathetic piece of shit?
I feel so empty inside, but there's no one to blame other than myself. I'm the one escaping social events.
For example right now: my family is celebrating the new year right now with my parents's friends and their children while I left the second the countdown was over.
I deserve these feelings but they still hurt.
The year hasn't even really begun yet but I already feel like it's going to be shit just like my life which is shit and me because I am shit.
:/
[01-01-2023]
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