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It is officially 2023 and the first thing I did was cry.

Why am I such a pathetic piece of shit?

I feel so empty inside, but there's no one to blame other than myself. I'm the one escaping social events.

For example right now: my family is celebrating the new year right now with my parents's friends and their children while I left the second the countdown was over.

I deserve these feelings but they still hurt.

The year hasn't even really begun yet but I already feel like it's going to be shit just like my life which is shit and me because I am shit.

:/
[01-01-2023]

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