/15-6-2022/
Hi
Today I talked with my dad about how its going between me and one of my younger cousins (let's call her Ann due to privacy). I don't really talk with my dad that often, if I do talk with him its never about anything serious.
"Ann" is a little bit more than half a year younger than me and we have always been close, well we used to be.
Since we go to the same school I see her almost every day and because we are other than cousins also really close friends (or so I thought), I try to talk to her when I can.
EXTRA INFO: in at least the country I live you go to the "middelbare school" around the age of twelve (not always for example: I was eleven turning twelve that school year) you start in klas/class 1 and then 2, 3, 4 and (depending on your niveau) more.
She entered the school a year after me and at first it went good, I mean it's school so it can't be amazing but still.
After a few weeks it slowly changed and at first I didn't notice.
Now I do
Whenever I try to talk to her she it just seems like she doesn't want to talk to me, doesn't want to spent time with me, doesn't care about what I say and maybe........
just maybe........
She doesn't want to be seen with me
I wouldn't blame her. I'm kind of an outcast
and a wierdo
freak
and a Fag ig
But it still hurts like our conversations now go a little like:
"Heyyyyyyy Ann"
"hi?"
"so"(*3*)
"how's your life going"
"uhm.....good?"
"I'm going, bye"
"oh"
"See you later than"
so yeah, that hurts and idk what to do
-Nan
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Rein= rain (I use it as an online name to stay private)
(^I have changed it to 'Nan'^)
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