❝ 𝐎𝐇, 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐀𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍. ❞
▶ 𝐀 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 flowers grew from a grave that bled a love so strong.
[M.Name]'s first and last love was a man, and so was Gun's as he stands above his grave.
[Park Jong...
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❝ 𝙄 𝙇𝙊𝙑𝙀 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝙎𝙊 ❞
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ ♡︎♡︎♡︎ GOING TO THE mall with Gun was probably one of the most eventful, painful, and amazing experiences I've ever had. Probably because this is the first time I've ever actually went out with someone besides my parents and went to the mall with somebody else. It's a breath of fresh air and I love that I spend my time with Gun and not just sitting in my room doing nothing.
When I woke up earlier, the stinging feeling in my throat was still there but it wasn't as bad as yesterday. I don't know if it's because I got some decent rest of its because I didn't talk for a couple of hours. But since I don't feel like dying nor does my throat feel like there's live thorny vines, there's a good chance that I won't be coughing up too much later. Unless some shit happens and my condition worsens.
But anyway. I had a small amount of breakfast, just the leftover soup my mom made last night that I heated up. My parents aren't home and they went out while I was still asleep, it's their honeymoon today and they're gonna spend it on Jeju island.
Yeah, they left their only child at home. I mean, I know how to cook, I'm responsible enough to not blow the house up, BUT WHAT ABOUT MY SAFETY???? WHAT IF SOMEONE BREAKS IN???????
I'm just kidding, of course they wouldn't just actually leave me alone. Especially for a week.
They called a very distant cousin of mine to take care of me (even though we're the same age????? LMAO???) and they said he's pretty nice, could keep me company while they're out, and would help me if he's got time. I'm gonna assume he's working already and not going to school if he's this open to taking care of another guy that's the same age as him and barely has interaction with despite being family.
So anyway, after I ate breakfast, I kinda just sat around in my room and thought if what I was going to wear was really good enough. Gun dresses extravagantly and only goes for the best and most expensive brands. I have never seen him wear anything besides designers. I know I have clothes that are likely the same as his but my mom always told me that comfort is better than fashion, and what I sent to him last night was the most comfortable clothes I've picked out.
Okay so I was basically torn earlier because of clothes but I went with it anyway since it's cute and Gun said it's cute and I didn't really have much time to pick out another outfit because I said Gun can pick me up at lunch time.
Gun came just at the right time. I was already dressed up. Like literally dolled up. I wore the lightest bit of makeup I ever could. My dad got me those eyeshadow makeup shit and my mom got me some light lipsticks. Not the matte ones, she said it doesn't suit my lips, she got me those liquid types. I made sure I looked cute but not too much since I didn't want to look stupid beside him.
Okay now that I'm writing all of this down, I just realized how much I cared about my looks whenever it concerns Gun.
But why though?? I mean, it's only natural for me to want to look my best when I'm beside someone as naturally attractive as him.
