my lover - Jude Bellingham

𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚠𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚢 𝚎𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝

- Ellie's pov -

  I got out my car and Josie was just leaving.

'Oh hey Ellie,' she said.

'You better not have given my man your shitty disease that causes your attitude to stink,' i said.

'I'm sorry?' She said, looking at me acting clueless.

'You know exactly what I'm on about. Now I suggest you leave everybody alone and get the fuck out.' I said.

'I don't really know what your talking about, but farewell,' she said, smirking.

'Fucking bitch,' I said walking towards the front door where Jude was standing.

'el? Is  everything okay?' He asked.

'No jude it's not okay, why the fuck are you kissing her?' I said.

'I'm sorry what?' He said, clueless.

'Don't act like you don't know Jude, she messaged Gio and said how you were a good kisser and whatever other crap.' I said, raising my voice.

'I really don't know what your talking about, she was in my house and I told her to leave? Nothing else happened?' He said.

'Oh really? Really? Oh by the way I loved the middle finger picture I received on snap.' I said smiling sarcastically and walking back to the car.

Gio and I drove home, I was so pissed off. Jude didn't even stand there and try to defend himself, instead he acted as if he didn't know.
Josie caused nothing but problems. I don't know what to believe, that Jude really kissed her? Or she was just causing shit?

I sat on my bed when I got home, not knowing what to do with myself.

Hours had passed and I had eaten dinner and got ready for bed, my phone buzzed as it rested on my night stand.

I picked it up.

1 new message from - Jude🤍

I rolled my eyes and swiped my phone to unlock it and look at the message.

- Jude's pov -

I finally pressed send. It was late, I had just finished writing a message to Ellie. I hated when things like this happened, it's hard to get Ellie to listen in these situations so I never manage to tell her the truth. I hated josie with every bit of me, because of her tonight i didn't get my daily 'goodnight i love you' message.

I sat looking at my ceiling.

- Ellie's pov -

I opened Jude's message.

Els, I know you might be asleep or whatever, or you might be awake and ignoring me but I wanted to message you and let you know I can't do this again. I can't wait around wondering if you still love me or not, wondering if you believe I would never hurt you. Like I just said, I don't know if you believe I would never hurt you, but I truly wouldn't. I would do anything for you, you know I would. I wouldn't let anything happen to you. I'm sorry el, you deserve the world and more🤍

Tears came flooding from my eyes. What did i do to deserve such a perfect boy. Even when I was mad at him he never failed to stop loving me, even when I was in one of my moods, he never failed to stop loving me. He loved me for me and he's right, he would never hurt me. I don't know what was telling he had earlier, all he wants is me to be happy.

I stopped and stared at my screen.
I replied.

Jude
I love you
I'm sorry
You know how I forget to stop and listen a lot of the time, I'm sorry.

He was quick to reply.

That's okay love, I know you find it hard. Don't apologise. Get some rest, I'll speak to you in the morning.

I put my phone down and wiped my tears, I put my head back down onto my pillow and shut my eyes, today was eventful.

I wish I wasn't so dramatic sometimes, I wish I had the power to stop and listen to people. To contain my anger, but I guess nobody is perfect.

Writers note:
Hey guys! Thanks for the votes and comments as per, still haven't got my email fixed lol. I've re written this chapter about for times in my notes and this is the final version but I don't
even like it that much. Anyway enjoy :)

- c😘