a/n: one of my cousins has vertigo and often feels super dizzy and faint so i wrote this song to all the people out there who suffer with vertigo, pots, diabetes and low iron deficiency. i love you all and you are so so strong 🤍🤍🤍
things spin out of control, i don't even see anything at all
you smile but it's all a blur
and i'm fine but inside i care
the room feels on a slant
every single thing i had
slowly fades away from reality
until everything just stops
omg this vertigo is killing me
holding on for my own goddamn sanity
pieces that i'll have to remember
standing makes me feel like a failure
omg this vertigo is like a stream
a flood of never ending fever dreams
i feel like i'm hallucinating
thoughts i can't replace
cause i can't even erase the dizzying feeling in my mind
slowly sinking, feeling seasick
maybe it's just motion sickness
or maybe it's a combination of a billion things
i can't even engage in conversation
assuming that i'll faint in front of you
crying on the floor of my bedroom
cause that's just easier to do
omg this vertigo is killing me
holding on for my own goddamn sanity
pieces that'll i'll have to remember
standing makes me feel like a failure
omg this vertigo is like a stream
a flood of never ending fever dreams
i feel like i'm hallucinating
thoughts i can't replace
cause i can't erase this dizzying feeling in my mind
i know that when i was younger, the thought of being sick didn't exist
i can't remember my life without needing to sit
and i watch from the door as i blink at the floor
wondering whether anything will adjust
but the only person who control the motion is me
and i can't do that anymore because i always feel guilty
and it's almost like a song I've heard before
the vertigo rollercoaster finally reaching a halt
but it will never stop
no it will never stop
it's a feeling waiting to drop
it's a feeling waiting to drop
omg this vertigo is killing me
holding on for my goddamn sanity
and i want to explore
but i can't cause i won't ever have a chance like other people do
i just wish my life was better like you
