wish i could inform you how my day has been
crying on the car park of your favourite place
and if i knew how it would've ended
i would have called and left a voicemail
and yet you don't even bother to reply
but i don't blame you cause you're too busy killing time
and you claim i'm good at being myself
but it's not working cause i'm incapable of loving anyone else
what did you do under the influence?
what did you prove when you were desolate and confused?
i just wish you cared about being sober so we could think of getting older
and i thought i could tell you the truth
i love you is all reused
and now i'm such a fool
cause i don't know why the hell am i in love with you?
wish i noticed all of your red flags
so i could point them out to all of your friends
and even if i knew it then
you perceived yourself as a better man
and i remember that feeling from the first day
but i swallowed it down cause it felt right
but now i feel like it's just caution
cause your entire life is filled with poison
what did you do under the influence?
what did you prove when you were desolate and confused?
i just wish you cared about being sober so we could think of getting older
and i thought i could tell you the truth
i love you is all reused
and now i'm such a fool
cause i don't know why the hell am i in love with you?
clocks starts ticking, the drinks are fizzling
that's when you start to feel so blue
mornings filled with fights, restless nights
sing me to sleep but i know you don't mean it
cause you decided to just exploit me
what did you do under the influence?
what did you prove when you were desolate and confused?
i just wish you cared about being sober so we could think of getting older
and i thought i could tell you the truth
i love you is all reused
and now i'm such a fool
cause i don't know why the hell am i in love with you?
