a/n: basically a song about their ex lover trying to kill them in a car crash and the point of view of this song is the person fighting for their life
driving home in LA
was not my idea of luxury
i don't know what i did
to make me forget everything
maybe it's jealousy, maybe it's embarrassment, maybe it's shame
but i just feel exhausted most days
i barely speaking
because every time i open my mouth i come out with the wrong thing
i barely feeling
cause i'm barely breathing
oh, oh
some nights i just wish you were here with me
cause it gets so lonely in this town that i'm living in
maybe it's pressure to be perfect
because deep down i'm not worth it
but i just feel the pain most days
i'm barely speaking
because every time i open my mouth i say the wrong thing
i'm barely feeling
cause i'm barely breathing
oh oh
where we you when i was at my worst
lying down, feeling defenceless
it gets so lonely in these hospital rooms
cause every time i'm reminded of you
if i'm down on my knees
i guarantee you won't be pleased to see me
cause you want me dead and buried
i'm barely speaking
because every time i open my mouth i make you angry
i'm barely feeling
cause i'm barely breathing
oh oh
