we've been friends since childhood
you got me when i felt misunderstood
at the time, i knew it was more than a crush
i was starting to fall in love
didn't make sense
now you smile at your girlfriend who lives next door
and i'm just there reflecting all the things you are insecure about
and i wish you cared the way i cared because i love you and i need you around
but now you smile your girlfriend who lives next door
i feel like a fool for falling in love
it's not fair, you love her more than you'll ever love me
but deep down, i'm perfect, can't you see
we used to play jigsaw puzzles just to keep ourselves occupied
i was convinced you would stare at my lips and give me another reason why
but now i'm starting to wonder if all of that was a dream
because every time i enter them, my fantasy never becomes a reality
now you smile at your girlfriend who lives next door
And I'm just there reflecting all the things you are insecure about
And i wish you cared the way i cared because i love you and I need you around
but now you smile at your girlfriend who lives next door
i feel like a fool for falling in love
it's not fair, you love her more than you'll ever love me
but deep down, i'm perfect, can't you see
and i'm angry, and i'm screaming
is the door unlocked?
is she in there?
because you're the one that i want
and it's killing me now
no, kill me tomorrow
because i love you, and i'm scared to ruin the thing we have between us
i'm scared to let you go
now you smile at your girlfriend who lives next door
and i'm just there reflecting all the things you are insecure about
and i wish you cared the way i do because i love you and i need you around
but now you smile your girlfriend who lives next door
i feel like a fool for falling in love
it's not fair, you love her more than you'll ever love me
but deep down, i'm perfect, can't you see
now you're kissing me
and it feels bettersweet
but at least you love me
and that makes me feel complete
