it's been a while since we last spoke
got my heart broken but it's fine, oh it's fine
should've known that we were a cross fire
kinda tense but kinda nice oh yeah that's nice
so nice
but as i pleaded and tried to see all of those signs
in the back of my mind i know
i still love you
and i wish a part of me never did
because sometimes to love someone you go through some dark shit
and i can't be proud of myself when i know i went through hell
but what am i supposed to say?
i still love you, anyway
the party was great until it wasn't
i just wished you wouldn't treat me like some trophy that's collecting dust on your shelve
drunk conversations end up being so damaging
yeah that's right, oh was that right?
did you say your my baby or did you claim i've gotten insane over the years
did you really love me or was it even real?
but in the back of my mind i wish i had known
cause i still love you
and i wish a part of me never did
because sometimes to love someone you go through some dark shit
and i can't be proud of myself when i know i went through hell
but what am i supposed to say?
i still love you, anyway
a timing ticking clock that never shuts up especially when you want it to
and i hate to use that description but that's the best way to describe you
and me? well i guess i could say that you tried to make me happy
but it wasn't working well for you
so you screwed me up so i had something to lose
but i wish i had learnt the biggest lesson of all
how do you outgrow your love for someone?
cause i used to love you
and i wish a part of me never did
because sometimes to love someone you go through some dark shit
and i can't be proud of myself when i know i went through hell
but what am i supposed to say?
i used to love you
but you never did love me
