nobody seems to get it so i tend to pretend
that everything is fine so i'll one day feel ok
but somehow it always feels worse
cause struggling seems to hurt
i walked behind the casket
the deep shed of regret
because that girl who used to be happy
is now dead
i can't seem to get it out of my head
all of the tear stains that are imprinted as scars on my face
and i may not get there, i may never reach the end
it hurts to know nobody sees it
and sometimes i try to forget about the past
but it hits me in the face like every single flashback
and i may have done and said things i regret
but at least i got you and that's ok
i seem to provide self doubt
cause nobody wants me around
and it makes me feel like i'm a fool but that's just what i do
i grabbed hold of your hand
not really noticing anything bad
but i guess that's what happens when everything good falls away
i can't seem to get it out of my head
all of the tear stains that are imprinted as scars on my face
and i may not get there, i may never reach the end
it hurts to know nobody sees it
and sometimes i try to forget about the past
but it hits me in the face like every single flashback
and i may have done and said things i regret
but at least i got you and that's ok
you may love me at my worst but i don't see it
you may be good at cheering me up but what's the impact?
you may love me at my worst but i don't see it
i'm blinded by the pain of existing
you may love me at my worst but i don't see it
you may beat up my demons but they're still creeping
you may love me at my worst but i choose not to believe it
anymore
oh anymore
i can't seem to get it out of my head
all of the tear stains that are imprinted as scars on my face
and i may not get there, i may never reach the end
it takes time to forgive
but i'm learning, learning
