this song is loosely inspired by romeo and juliet. it's the moment when juliet finds out that romeo is dead and decides to join him but obviously, she's weighing up all of her options. sorry for posting this so late as it was suggested to me by that i should post a song that was written in july 2022 so here it is. credits to this girl right here who gave me the suggestion, i love ya girlie! <3 Sunshineandflower17
you might say, you might call me crazy
but i can't live without you baby
i'm feeling a little bit lost, mhm
and i feel like a great divide
wondering what to do with my life
maybe it's better if i decide to die, mhm
maybe it's better if i decide to die
and i don't feel as though i can live this life
feeling a little bit lost, feeling a little bit smart
maybe if i put myself to sleep
people will think i'm not your accomplice honey
maybe if i have a bit of dying pain, i won't feel seasick
maybe i'll be ok, maybe i'll get away
then i'll live with my boyfriend happily
we'll have the happy ever after we've always dreamed about
so i can finally find a sense of peace
and maybe if the clocks start to reverse
maybe i'm glad cause it's always worse
maybe if i just sing this verse
it'll all disappear and i won't feel hurt
