CONNECTIONS

Karmic relationships

Okay, so far, what I have learned from karmic relationships is this so far...

They are pretty toxic (well, twin flame connections can also be a bit toxic before the separation phase) and, likewise the twin flame connection, they were put into your life in order to learn lessons. Even if they are not aware of this, you notice them, because you realize that most of the time they don't provide anything good (only lessons, very few blessings), but that does not mean they are not necessary. You can still remain contact with them, but the connection is not as strong and powerful as the twin flame. My TF says that, no matter whether they are karma or not, we should treat them with respect and love.

Another difference is that, with the twin flame, you notice so much improvement in yourself and you start taking care of yourself, because you love someone so deeply that you need to let the need of controlling things (it can take months or even years before the meeting; as I said before, in the other chapter, it drives you crazy and desperate!). In my experience, though I will talk about it later, I learned thanks to them (yeah, family and classmates) that people need time and space so the other person does not feel anguished and anxious and can forgive you (apart from taking care of themselves). 

It's been also said that twin flames can also be karmic relationships; I mean, because of the past lives thing and because they share characteristics, but you cannot stop thinking about the twin flame, it's technically impossible (there are moments, but every hour at least once you think about them). (To know more about twin flames, the other chapter). Anyway, it's been also said that twin flames stalk each other's karmic relationships. I used to do it with his and he admitted he used to do with mine. I also noticed how some moments he had to go through with his karmic relationships could be similar to mine. I do not know. But I just felt it; at least from the conversations I had with him.

Another thing I noticed is that, when trying to buy a present for my Three Wise Men, my karmic relationships bought things that I had thought about. Or when I wanted something and they gave it to me, I was like... "how did you know I wanted that?". It also happened with my TW. I am so fascinated by connections and how Universe works! Every day I strongly believe in the fact that all religions are interconnected!

Other karmic relationships. In 2015, I made one of my most horrible and awful mistakes I have ever made and for which I have apologized myself. I liked someone I shouldn't have and the thing was that I blocked him, but then I immediately unblocked him, which I shouldn't have done it, as it led me to more trouble and depression. I also should have left that school due to bullying, but I stayed and that led me to more problems. 

Now, in 2022/23, I had to relive the same situations with someone I really disliked as she made me feel uncomfortable; she also made my TF uncomfortable, but it was our karma, since I was jealous of his karmic relationship whose name is the same. It's fucking karma. But now we both have understood each other's position which is great. That person, the one I disliked, was also karma of me in the last years of school when I should have left that school.

UPDATE: I noticed now that I found another karmic relationship. There was this guy who looked exactly like Jack Pearson, but behaved like my TF and it was the same situation as in 2016. Obviously, I do not like him. It was cute, but it's karmic as a way to tell me that I should have respected my TF's relationship with his karmic person. Seriously, it was very creepy how he behaved like my TF and me. Very creepy and some things that will happen in the future.