It's been often said that things have to happen twice in order to learn. Bad exists because good is present. There's envy in opposition to gracefulness. In my TF journey, I can feel like things are repeating again twice (sometimes even thrice). So probably a parallel universe exists. If we exist, if our universe exists, who tells you that there isn't any other universe whose beings are like us but behave differently? Lately, I've been sensing different perspectives of my TW. One in which he likes me. Another one in which he hates me. Another one in which he's like meh. And in different scenarios. So, in my opinion based on my mental experience, I've felt like that possibility is very real.
Maybe in that universe there isn't pollution and bad things. Maybe we're the bad ones, the envious ones, the toxic universe. Maybe there's a healthier universe. What I'm trying to say is that things happen twice. And, in my life, I've witnessed things that were repeated with my TF. For instance, some of the moments with first crush (who is meh and boring) happened similarly with my TF (sometimes the same place and same situation). And so it goes. I don't wanna make anyone feel bad. But it's kinda interesting how certain patterns are repeated. Sometimes as blessings and sometimes as lessons and I have written this same thing in another platform.
When I was preparing myself for confirmation, the priest taught me with movie references that there're two poles: the insecurity and the confidence, God and the Evil, the cruelness and the goodness. So, I strongly believe this theory.
It's complicated, confusing, fucking difficult to explain, but it's also fucking real. I'm feeling like Sheldon Cooper and I feel an interest in physics right now, which is something I read it would happen. Seriously, this Universe amazes me. How many complicated things we have to go through to feel empathy for the other person and to be able to connect to one another. Over and over again. I mean, I cannot undo the job of scientists based on personal experience being repeated twice, but c'mon! Anyway, the good thing is that in this stage my TF will feel much happier and will take care of himself more :)
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SpiritualThis book aims to help people with self-growth and to help the world to see that there is something beyond us. Call it Jesus, Buddha, Universe... Whatever. Call it what you want. For skeptical people this may seem like a phantasy, Wonderland, but th...
