Duality (II)

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The infinity symbol represents eternity (time). But in my experience, it could also represent the good and the bad. In twin flame journey, there's a starting point in the symbol and then you reach to a point where you repeat life experiences and you make different choices. For instance, instead of betraying my sister, like many other times, or just being forced to socialize with people I don't want to, I choose to follow my path based on MY OWN criteria. I just do wanna things right. I have become a better version of myself and know what it could go wrong if I let my life being managed by the evil instead of God. I have become so far to tear all of this up. God knows which way we are going to follow, but we don't. Thus I believe our destiny is already written but we are not aware of that. Yet, when we realize we are repeating certain patterns of our life, as we know our previous mistakes, we make it right this time.  

Sometimes we may face new events in our life, but we have series as reference so as to avoid mistakes. For instance, Kevin from This is Us takes medicine and also drinks alcohol, which leads him to bad consequences. If I ever take medicine, I'm not gonna do that. I have achieved a lot to lose all of my success in personal growth for something stupid and meaningless. In life we have two choices: right or wrong. Life can be a ruthless game unless you play it good and right. It is not forcing anything, it's choosing not to do certain things, because whatever is meant for you will come back to you always. Now I'm relaxed, but worried about certain life experiences that I've been sensing through visions and words from God; yet, if you cannot do it right, don't do it wrong. Always choose the version that makes you the humble and the best version of you and based on YOUR OWN criteria. 

Personal stories: in Masterchef Spain there was a candidate called Adrián whose father died and went to prison for 3 months due to the emotional damage that that accident provoked to him. Believe it or not, a boy's girlfriend whose name is Adriana had to go through the same thing, but she didn't go to jail.  Years ago, I ruined someone's relationship with someone older than her via Facebook and now I am sensing an acquaintance's relationship with her boyfriend could go through a huge crisis (due to differences like family, language, spirituality...) and I do sense it's karma and I have to do the right thing, not for her, but for me. That's called karma. And it may seem like a mental disease, but I've been sensing hints about the future (the consequences of my choices: good or bad) through realizations (series, music, dreams...). 

I've been having this kind of things since I was a kid with very few things, very insignificant. And in 2015/16 my premonitory dreams increased. One of my recurrent dreams is that someone I love could go to jail, but I've been going to therapy and, by remembering past traumas and wounds, I felt like that is product of fear, but fear is never from God; sometimes it's good to go through fear, but there are some fears that are better not to be facedSo you choose to do good instead of bad, otherwise you earn karma and the only way to clean karma is through deeds (amends) for everyone's well-being.





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