Gone

Chapter 12

So then I just tell her I can't take anything anymore. I stay there, drinking and doing a lot of drugs. You don't sit there and promise that you won't hurt the person you love and then leave them for a booty call or late night hookup! I spent so much o my life with him and he just basically wasted it. All those laughs, tears we had just were lies to him. So much time down the drain! How could he! I will get pay back. I update all my social medias to single. That included Facebook, Instagram, flicker, Tumblr, pintrist, and Twitter. That's a lot of people. I changed my profile pic to one of my newer photos of me. Brook stopped talking to me after she found me smoking Mary Jane in my backyard crying. I found a number in my dm! I called it and it was one of Noah's closest friends asking if I wanted to come over one day. Of corse I said yea. I needed to hurt him just like he did to me. I've only been gone for 2 weeks. He seems okay not sad or missing me at all. He looks at my profile. I went to hunters house and it was all a set up. Guess who was there... Noah. It turns out he was crying over me! No he's not aloud to. He sits there and calls me a lesbo whore. Really I dated him and HE cheated not the other way around. Noah takes a long look at me before saying anything.
"I've missed you. What the fuck happened to innocent girl who never did drugs or try to look like a the whore she is!" He said, angrily.
"What. I didn't cheat. I've only dated you for the past 3 years. And those 3 years were what lies? Also I wasn't so innocent. Look at me. I've done worse than this. No one pays attention to me so I could walk out the front door without me mom noticing. I could be smoking weed in my basement without my mom noticing. I could be hammered walking into my house without anyone noticing. So shut the hell up. Don't act like you care about me or say anything about my life when obviously your oblivious. You know nothing. I was abused and starved. I have problems. I don't open up. You know NOTING about me you jackass!" I screamed. He hit me because I yelled then lights came on inside some houses. He decides that punching me, a girl 15 inches shorter than him would make it all better.
"If you would just fucking open up to me then I would know. I could help." He loud whispers.
"No you don't help anyone. When you dumped Lindsey who do you think was there to pick up the pieces. Yea it was me. I hate her and I did then but, when I saw her crying I had to help. You were the one that caused the problem. I have no one left. My own family disowned me. Now you were the one that left me. I only had you okay. Now you want to say you want to help. It's not that easy. No." I yell and this time he gives me the bitch stare. Saying basically if I don't shut up then I will have the shit beaten out of me.
"Please. I know it'll take time but, seeing that you put single made me jealous. Okay I'm heartbroken. I promised I'd never hurt you and I did. I broke a promise to one of the many people I hare in my life."
"See you have people so go get comforted I will be fine. I've been fine these past few weeks okay? Just go back to your home. I loved you and you just lied through your teeth! Stop talking to me before I have an emotional breakdown."
"I will be back. I didn't lie. I do love you. That's why I wanted to do this..."