Not Allowed To Love You || JJK

episode 6

Third person pov,

Late at night, it's already 1 a.m., and Jungkook hasn't returned yet. Yn hasn't moved from the couch since Jungkook left the house, and her eyes light up when she hears a car horn.

hyung" Yn attempted to assist inebriated Jungkook, who was about to collapse in his steps.

Jungkook pushed Yoongi, who was assisting him in walking properly, to the floor.

"Yn, calm down and let me help him," Yoongi said.

Y-you go out of my sight... leave Leave... don't you understand? I don't want to see your face; even staring at your face is a sin... Why are you so lov-" Jungkook shouted, pausing in his movements, but Yn did not move from her position, she was still holding jungkook's biceps for her dear life.

"I won't go... it's my house, and you're mine, Hyung," Yn stated, maintaining eye contact.

When it comes to Jungkook, Yn is the strongest girl on the planet; she cares about him more than herself.

"You are pr-." Jungkook passed out on the floor, and Yoongi scooped him up.

"Let me take him to his room," Yoongi said and yn nod at him.

Hyungiee, I'll take care of everything; you must be tired of dealing with him all the time, and I apologize on his behalf; you know he didn't mean that-"

You do not need to apologize... I know him." Yoongi chuckles, "Don't share this with Jiminah." Yn hummed and closed the door from the inside.

Yn took a new tee from Jungkook's cupboard to change his clothes. She walked to the bed and hovered over Jungkook's massive figure, putting his hands over his head and taking out his hoodie. Jungkook left only in his vest. She cleaned his body with a wet towel and was about to wear him a new tee, but JK stopped her in the middle.

What you think you're doing.

N-nothing, just helping you out." Jungkook pushed her to the floor, hovering over her without touching their bodies; the distance between them appears to be more painful than the agony in her wrist.

I asked you what you were doing." His gaze fixed on Yn's trembling lips, "I-I was helping you to change, you're drunk, you need my help-"

"Who decided this? I need your help," Jungkook said, emphasizing the word your.

"I do not need permission to help you, Hyung." Yn had had enough of Jungkook's drunken state.

You've learned to talk too much; have you forgotten your place in my life? Don't attempt to fool me; now leave... "I don't need your help anymore," he lay next yn, distancing himself from her warm body.

Jungkook harshly clenched her jaw at the spoken words, "stop giving me orders." He sought to avoid doing unkind things with her.

I'm not leaving till you change-." He choked her till her throat went red, prompting tears in her eyes.

I fucking gave you the chance to leave without being hurt, didn't I? Tears ran from her eyes as she received a tight choke, but what irritated Jungkook the most was that she was not attempting to free herself; she let him to injure her, which Jungkook despised the most... He gradually released his grip and laid on top of her, almost as if he had dropped himself at her mercy.

why you're making me the devil in your life, why you're not leaving me alone, why you're hurting yourself in my embrace, why you didn't go when I let you go, I let you to go, I fuking don't want you to stay.... at the end, I can't keep myself back from hurting you, knowing this all, you chose to stay "With me, why, FUKING WHY?" He whispered in yn's ears, gripping her waist with both hands.