Not Allowed To Love You || JJK

episode 10

Next morning

Yn awoke in Jungkook's bed, tears flowing down her cheeks as she realized what she had done the night before. She opened her wet eyes to find Jungkook preparing for his schedule; she managed to speak, but her voice did not come out.

She broke Jungkook's last caution and messed up to the death, but at least Jimin informed Jungkook about their hangout, so maybe Jungkook won't be unhappy with her.

"H-hy-hyung," she says, embarrassed to mention Jungkook's name.

Jungkook presented Yn a new phone, which she had never used before. She didn't pick it up until she saw a message saying "message from unknown number" pop up on the screen. She hurriedly took the phone in her hand and open the message.

Dare to speak to me and I will cut your tongue without hesitation, you're not going to college anymore, the teacher will come anytime soon, so be prepared." Yn read the message several times before lifting her head to see no one in the room and left crying alone.

Yn dashed behind Jungkook, buried her face in her palm and wailing hard.

"Yn, it's okay why you're crying, baby." Jimin said holding her from Falling.

You informed Hyung about us, right? Then why is he upset?" Jimin didn't respond to her inquiry, making her more concerned.

Why are you silent? I told you not to go... He didn't even look at me, didn't even yell at me, didn't even tell me to stop fucking crying what I did last night, please tell me," Yn said, crying recklessly in front of Jimin, who felt guilty.

"Calm down, baby; he will talk to you." Jimin replied this while wiping away her tears.

When will he talk to me? When" She questioned being frustration and hurt.

He-he gave me this phone. It's his phone number, correct?" displayed her phone to Jimin, "Tell me it's Hyung's number, am I right" Jimin nodded at her.

Yes, it is hyung n-"

Then why is he not taking up my calls, not responding to my texts, and not even looking at me when he leaves, I can't bear it, Hyungiee i-i can't, this feeling is so suffocating i-i can't bear it please understand, I'll d-die-." She said, doing her best not to burst into tears again.

Give him time, let him come home, and I will talk to him. It isn't a huge problem if you get drunk; he will understand."

Yn lets out a bitter laugh "for his attention i got drunk, and look what happened, i wanted him to take care of me aren't I'm too selfish, hyungiee, that's why God do this with me, now hyung don't want to hear my voice he forbid me to talk to him, he-he don't want to see me, he now hates me more, what if he never talk to me and leave m-"

Jimin embraces yn in a rib-cracking hug "Don't say this, you're not selfish, you deserve all the love and care my baby, I'm sorry it's all my fault I didn't informed Hyung about us visiting hobi's house, he was calling you in landline number and senkai-"

"You lied to me," Yn said in her weak voice, "you told me you're his favorite, you'll make him agree, and I'm like an idiot who listens to your false talk.

Their bickering stops as they hear the car horn; yn wipes her tears and rushes to the gate.

Jungkook practically ignores yn's presence, passing her as if she were not there. Yoongi follows Jungkook to the living room, and Jimin jumps up from the couch to chat, but Jungkook also ignores him.

Hyung, it's my fault; I forced her to go there, and she wasn't even agreeing to it, but I lied to her th-"

I'm busy, Jiminah. We'll talk later." Jungkook said to Jimin, Yn walks behind them, peering at Jungkook, ready to say something to him; even a scolding would be enough.