Not Allowed To Love You || JJK

episode 21

Flashback, 2 Years Ago.

Senkai arrived to inquire about supper and was shocked to see Jungkook unconscious and drenched in his own blood. She phoned on a number with trembling hands without wasting any time.

Senkai said in a weak voice, "I don't know what master actually did, but he's drowned in his own blood. Yoongi is out. Please, we need you here."

The person on the other end stammered and replied, "I'm on my way. Did you tell the doctor?" Senkai hummed through her sobbing.

"Yn, you're here," Senkai hurried over to greet her, grasping her hand as they swiftly made their way upstairs.

Yn embraced the lifeless body of Jungkook, resting his head on her thighs while the bloody bandage tore apart.

He had cruelly wounded his head, and the blood continued to flow from the back of her ear, making her feel as if she was dying, for seeing Jungkook in that condition was nothing compared to anything.

Yn's shaking palms wrapped around Jungkook's head as she listened to doctors' screams; they arrived shortly after her.

Jungkook mumbled "yn, m-my yn, yn h-hates m-me" while unconscious. His veins were popping out of desperation, and he was ready to injure himself.

When a group of doctors arrived to treat him, she was helpless and could only stare at them. She was anxious and stressed out, but there was no one to understand her,cuz the only can heal her were laying lifeless, her silence astounded everyone.

After treating Jungkook, the top doctor shook the motionless figure and said, "Jungkook is out of danger. You need to breathe." He then handed her some tablets, which she quickly swallowed with Senkai's assistance.

Jungkook was still lying on her thighs after the nice five mint when doctor turned to yn. He putted down his glasses, the physician said, "Now explain me how it happens to him? You went where? Shouldn't you be here with him, too? You're not treating him well, yn." The doctor spoke with a dissatisfied tone.

I'm so s-sorry, I w-was not here when you needed me." Yn bent down and planted a gentle muffle feather kiss on jungkook's lips as he was lost in a mumble.

The doctor then noticed that she had not responded to him. The physician let out a deep breath and bided her time.

Just stay with him; even if he hurts himself, it won't affect him. And give him this medication if you are unable to give him his medication." Putting a medecine bottle on her lap, the doctor said.

Yn was idly stroking Jungkook's hair, she was listening but not reacting to anything.

"Yn, d-don't go be w-with me," jungkook gripped yn tightly in his arm and continued to mumble in his dream.

Yn continued to hum to him and occasionally gave him kisses.

After doing one final check, the doctors departed, sleeping drugs still on yn's lap, while Senkai assisted her to carry jungkook on the bed.

Why can't you live without me, Hyung? Oh, I forgot you enjoy torturing me. Tell me how to leave you when you just need me; I am your only medication." Yn murmured, glancing at the sleeping Jungkook.

Jungkook lay on top of her like a baby, clinging to his person. No offense.

Isn't it sinful for me to love someone who murdered my own parents, yet look what I'm doing." She bitterly chuckled. "i-i love you hyung, I'm not able to hate you, I even don't know how to fake hate toward you, you were such a master at that, call me pathetic or sinful, it won't change my insane love for you, even if it's an obsession. I D O N T C A R E" yn said throwing a harsh reality.