Not Allowed To Love You || JJK

episode 19

Late Night at Kim Mansion.

"What got into your head now? Aren't I told you we talk in my office? What brings you here at this late hour?" asked Jungkook as yn forcibly barged into his home. The guards surrounded her, so he gestured with his finger for them to leave, and they all left them alone.

"I'll follow my own path and not follow your orders," yn remarked as she walked up to an irritated Jungkook.

I speak with my attorney," yn smirked.

"I hope you came knowing that nothing will be given to you without my consent," jungkook stated emphatically.

I received an authority paper that stated that after I turn 22, I will be able to take ownership of the entire property." Yn said.

Half information is always dangerous sweet, I make that Bequest so I know better, what my will says." yn felt giddy when jk call her sweet but she shrug her thoughts and focus on what jungkook's saying, "you've to got marry to get everything from me".

Only if i get marry," she took a pause and look back at jungkook. "Fine I'll get married and take my everything back from you, anyway a cheater like you don't deserve my dad's property" yn says and jungkook felt his heart getting ripped from inside, that thought solely was enough to freshen his old wounds, the reason not the property he wish the person in front of him could understand him.

Yn smirk at jungkook's desaster reaction and roam her finger to chin, "oh my my so big good news for my future hubby, and so so sad news for you mr jeon, look at your face it's already become pale just wait and watch how i will snatch my every precious things from you and make you helpless and begger" yn spat turning back on her heels.

She came like a light and faded away like air, she made me realize my existence is so fake that I couldn't hold her like i wished.

Jungkook close his eyes and same scene came to his mind once again.

That horrible most painful day of his life he hate himself cuz he's the cause of losing his only person for the sake of the her peace.

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2 years ago.

Jungkook broke into pieces he was crying his heart out, he had no shame to scream in his sobs, he let the world heard how merciless person are also human and they do cry when their heart hurts.

"It takes strength to face our sadness and to grieve and to let our grief and our anger flow in tears when they need to, A wound that goes unacknowledged and unwept is a wound that cannot heal, Crying is cleansing... Those who do not weep, do not see.

Mom, I made her hate me. I did it. Take a look. "At last, your son made it. I made her leave me by myself," cried Jungkook. The entire mansion echoed with the sound of his broken chuckle.

Sending her far away from me is the harshest punishment I could give myself. I deserve to be left alone and to decide what to do with her voice, her face, her memories, and her thoughts. Every one of them arrives later. Mom, I adore her name so much. You know i gave her that name, What should I do now, mom? My love has left me, my heart is leaking, I'm bleeding mom and the thought is killing me. Please, give me my yn; I can't breathe, I can't live, I can't imagine myself without her it's plainly End of me." Said Jungkook through his sorrow full sobs, Clutching his mom's last sign to his chest.

THE LETTER

My Bunny Boy,

Kookie mama is sorry, sorry for leaving but mama have to go, God needs me more, i know you're angry on me that I'm not letting you meet me but I'm afraid you won't like to see me like that, just know mama loves you, please take care of jiminah he's my angel i know you're a big boy you'll take care of him and yourself.