A story where jungkook is not allowed to love you.
[Fetus writing, too much grammar mistakes, will edit it in future ]
R-18
Mature content
Jungkook x you
Jungkook hurt himself over his yn's, sorrow caused by his mafia business. He became furious with himself for not taking proper care of his yn.
Mom. I can't live without her, but I can't afford to lose her; today, just thinking about losing her made me bleed, mom. What I did to my sweet is because of of Jeon sau; I hate that man, mama. I absolutely despise him.
She's torturing herself; I thought taking her away from myself would help her be brave; I wanted her to know she'd never lose me; I wanted her to learn how to survive without me, but look What happened, mom. What she's becoming scares me; I don't want to see her that way, please.
I'm not lying when I say that though killing my soul, mom. yn holds this power over me, only she do... I never forgive myself if something happens to her, I can destroy this world and even myself if someone does something awful to her, but how to make her stop torturing and giving such thoughts to her brain? I became helpless, mom. I became helpless here.
I can't get enough of this, but it's making me helpless. How to make her believe she'll never lose me. How that sau, that sau used to abuse me mom, you remember right? But compared to this pain, that was nothing. I want to hold my yn in my arms, mom. I want to love her, but she's not ready to accept me, s-she never allowed me to do it, mom.
That guy, that bastard, I want to mu*der him again, Mom. Can I do it? Please. Can I crush him again since he has become the source of my grief and pain." Jungkook cried out, recalling his past events as he abandoned himself in darkness.
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In Kook's Past (7)
"Mamma, how am I looking?" Kook questioned, showing his red lips and wearing his mom sandals.
Omo bby, you're so cute, my little bunny, but baby, remove that, dad will be here soon," his mother said.
But why does dad always hit me mom, and why can't I use them? They're so colorful, and I adore those colors," Kook remarked, doodling on blank paper with his mama's lipstick.
He just can't see happiness in any of us, beloved," his mother remarked, taking them back, but Kook began to scream and refused to let her take it.
JUNGKOOK" He flinches as he hears his father shout.
"What is this sound about?" his father asked, undoing his belt.
Wait, jagiya, he was just making stuff around." His mother tried to calm her husband down, but the man had already made up his mind.
Move you bithh! And you, Shibal, today I offer you a good excuse to cry; you like to whimper like a girl over everything, huh?" his father replied, pulling him up off the floor.
N-no dad I shall n-nevel cry p-please levvv-" Kook couldn't say more since he was up by his neck on sau hands.
No, I would like to end him. I never want a child like him. I have to get rid of him. My financial condition is growing worse because of this punk dirty filthy whines" Sau said agressively.
