Not Allowed To Love You || JJK

episode 29

Married? Husband? Are you in your right mind, yn? When did you two marry? It happened in your dreams or something?" Jin asked, losing his rage.

Anni and Jimin stood up in defeat and attempted to calm Jin.

There must be some misunderstanding, and we should clear it up right away, baby. Will you explain us how that happened and what is going on? Because we have no idea about the circumstances, yesterday you were fighting in the office, claiming he harrassed you, and today you're saying you're married to him, what are we expected to believe?" Jimin said, trying not to hurt his little angel's feelings.

Please say something, yn; we are all worried about you." Anni said, and Jin remained mute, waiting for Yn to speak.

I gave him the slavery contract paper to sign, and there was our marriage certificate, which he readily signed, so now we're married, and he's my husband; that's all I can say for the time being." Yn said and took her belongings to her room.

Jungkook's jaw hung open as he stared at her faded appearance leaving the others confused once more.

"What slavery contract is she talking about, Jungkook?" Jin inquired, shaking Jungkook's body on the floor.

I-" Jungkook couldn't form words because he was too happy and worried.

I need to speak to her." Jimin murmured something, but Jungkook shoved him up his step. "Wait, i need to kiss her first." Jungkook muttered this as he ran to yn's room, causing everyone to groan.

I am done with them; if they divorce, it will not surprise me." Jin replied, sliding his strained body onto the couch.

Agreed." Jimin and Anni spoke in unison.

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Sweet." Jungkook knocked on her room door, and when there was no response, he peeked inside, slightly tense.

"Am I not allowed here, sweet?" Jungkook asked, standing at the entrance.

Jungkook, you're the only one I want with me. Yn said this while laying on the floor, surrounded by pictures of Jungkook.

She was kissing and tossing the photographs in her hands, while the larger ones hung on the walls, adding a wonderful chrism to her room.

Look at me and laugh; you're allowed to make a joke about how needy I am for you; you must know how deeply I love you, Hyung." Yn said, her face expressing her pain and love perfectly.

Jungkook ran over to her and kneeled against her, bowed his head on her legs and kissed her feet, simply asking for forgiveness for the damage he had caused, holding her knees and pulling her closer to him and embrace her until she drowns him in the same scenario as her.

Allow me to love you, my Love." Jungkook kissed her forehead and diverted her eyes.

You were allowed to destroy me, Hyung. And now you're begging for love? You're asking my permission to do the things I'm begging and longing for, and you're making me feel unwanted." Yn spoke without matching her gaze with Jungkook.

My Love, you are the delicate, beautiful flower that I leave rather than pluck. You are not supposed to be destroyed; you were born to worship and rule over me; I will never accept your pleadings; I am just here to receive your orders, my sweet." Jungkook said, caressing his nose on her knees.

Hyung, was I ever precious to you? Have you ever felt the love I felt for you? She questioned, her voice barely audible, but it caused Jungkook's breath to stop.

Jungkook backed away and sat on the floor on his knees, while Yn hugged her knees, missing the warmth Jungkook was providing her.

When you were just four, I realised how precious you had become to me, and I ran for you in my disaster state just to see you breathing again. When you came to me, you didn't just enter my room, you entered my broken self, and you fixed me just by giving me the warmth I was missing. You didn't just cuddle with me, you took care of my different personality, which my own father never accepted, and how could you accept me not falling for you? When you were in suffering but healed my wounds first, I cherish you from the day you lightened my darkness and loved me wholeheartedly without hesitation; mom delivered you for me, sweet, I am all yours." Jungkook whispered it again, rubbing his nose against her feet.